Thursday, February 5, 2015

Hello 2015

Dear Diary,

Haven't posted quite awhile, have I? Just thought of checking this blog account then realized I only posted once in 2014. ONCE!!! I'll save all my excuses cos I really have none. 2014 went by so fast but I absolutely loved every single day of it. Now, it's already 2015 (yes I know it's a bit late to welcome 2015 as it's already February haha) and I hope it would live up to how great last year was.

As for my life, nothing much has changed... Except that I got promoted last year - it's my 1st anniversary as team lead! Yaaayy And I'm not alone in the team anymore, obviously. I have my own team now which has 5 members. Also, we're having a team building less than 2 weeks from now in Bali. Yes, you read that right. Bali, Indonesia!! We are so stoked about as it's our first time to meet our counterpart team in Perth, Australia. Eeeekk! I hope the whole trip goes well.

Ze boyfriend and I also turned 5 this year. Who knew we're going to last this long? Lol kidding :P We're also planning to travel in Seoul, South Korea in the last quarter of this year. Our target is the fall season as I would love to see the autumn foliage! Now you would know I don't live in a country with 4 seasons. Heehee! Anyway, this year I plan to divulge my identity so I can easily share all my stories (especially my travel getaways) and thoughts.

As you all know, my name is Jane. I am currently working as a financial planner in an Australian boutique financial advisory firm. I came from the land of warm smiles and great hospitality which is the Philippines. Wanderlust is in my blood - I live to travel the world and learn from other cultures. I've also always wanted to live in Melbourne, Australia. I don't know, I just feel like it's where I belong.

Hello to you, reader.
And yes, these are my webcam photos taken in my office.

There it is... my unflattering photos! Lol It took me half an hour to find decent photos of myself! =))

I guess this will be a new start for me? I'm also maintaining a diary/personal journal so definitely I won't be able to post here everyday. Though I will make sure to update this blog once in a while, hopefully once or twice a week!

Wait 'till my next post, it's all gonna be about my Bali trip. Cheers! :)


Yours truly,
Jane

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Short Comeback

Dear Diary,

Hey.... It's been a looong time (almost a year). I know!!! I have no excuses for my absence so I'll just apologize. Sorry everyooone! :)

Anyway, this will be just a short post. I actually promised a friend who I met online couple of years ago that I will update this blog this weekend. Since it's her birthday today, I just thought that it's the perfect time to write a blog post dedicated to her. She lives way too far from where I am but I really want to make her feel special on her day because she is one heck of a girl. ;)

To you, Lauren dear, a big and massive HAPPY BIRTHDAY to youuu!! You know how much you mean to me even though we don't really talk and see each other everyday. Just know that I am always here for you if need a friend who could back you up, or just someone to talk to. I'm your girl! Okay? You deserve all the blessings you have today and I wish you more as you turn 22! May this be one of your best years in life yet. :)

Sorry for greeting you a bit late, as I was not sure how I really wanted to greet you. I actually don't think you'll be able to see this today. Haha! But I hope you do. Go check my blog todaaay!! :P I will visit you soon, I promise. Miss you lots x



Your mysterious online buddy,
Secret Diary Keeper

Friday, November 1, 2013

WISHLIST 2013

Dear Diary,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

There was a party in office the other day and I dressed myself up as Wednesday of Addams family. I'm not sure if everyone knows her but ze boyfriend is not actually aware of the show/movie The Addams Family, which is weird because we were born in the same 90's era. Anyway, the party at work was unexpectedly fun. And we won the "Best Booth" award! Yay!

Yesterday, I had an impulsive shopping incident over the internet. Since my boss didn't give me any work this week, I got so bored yesterday that I searched for random online shopping websites. What's crazy about it is that, it can be very addicting for the fact that they offer free shipping, sale items and free samples!! I would save a lot in buying online than actually buying it in their respective stores. I didn't spend that much, I think it was just close to £30. Not big of a deal, right? The down side of it, I can't get enough. I am so tempted to buy mooore!! I guess it's because of the Christmas season that there are just so many things on sale which makes it tempting. And that is why, I'll be posting my wishlist for this Christmas and hopefully get them all before the year ends. I'm thinking of making a Christmas Day haul post this year! What do you guys think? :>

Okay, let's start.

1. Iphone 5S Gold - This is the perfect phone for me. If you have read my previous post months ago, I orginally wanted an iPhone 5, but then they told me that 5S will be out soon in the market, I had to wait for it. And here it comes! Oh dear, you perfect slim and sleek phone... You will be mine soon. ;)
I find color Gold very sophisticated and mature. Which I'm trying to be. :P

2. VMV Hypoallergenics - I had a different skin care product line in mind - Kora Organics. However, I recently read some reviews and most of them are negative ones. That buying Kora products is not that worth the price. It's very expensive for a skin care product. This is why I chose VMV Hypoallergenics. I am  not sure if the ingredients of these products are organic like Kora but a colleague in my previous job recommended this to me. And she had the perfect skin! It's like she has no pores on her face!! I have also found a website which sells these products on sale. Gah, I can't wait for payday! :D
This is the starter kit for oily skin (cos I have a really oily T-zone) which costs $60, I think.

3. Soufeel charm bracelet - I think you all know how crazy I am about Pandora, right? But since I have too many things to save for, I think I might settle for this brand, Soufeel. I found this online store just yesterday (yes, I am an intensive researcher. HAHA!) and the charms the have are a lot cheaper than Pandora's. What's great about it is that if ever I get to buy my Pandora bracelet, I could use the Soufeel charms on my Pandora since they compatibly fit! Amazing, isn't it? Eeeekk!! I am asking for ze boyfriend to buy me this one. Haha! They also sells other jewelry with an affordable price. And no, they didn't pay me to promote their store. =)) I also want to buy a ring which kinda looks like an engagement ring! Hihi :">

Looks almost exactly like Pandora. It just doesn't have the "Pandora" label on the silver bracelet.

4. New make up set/regimen - Oh dear, I really want to have this ever since. I am not really the type of girl who wears make up every single day, but there are days which I become really girly and feminine that I want to dress and doll myself up. On my 18th birthday party, a lot people gave me make up products but I wasn't able to use all of them. I think I gave my sister most of them because I know, they will be just a waste with me if I keep them. Since I got a bit older, I want to have a make up kit or a set of products which I will really use and rely on everyday. Thanks to my bestfriend who is actually good in this beauty department. Ha! (I love you to bits, Bruu!) There are a few things on my mind right now on what products to buy. :)
  • Powder / Foundation (MAC Studio Fix) - My workmate recently tried putting make up on me. She literally made me look like a doll! I specifically liked the powder that she used on me so I asked her about the product. She recommended MAC's studio fix powder foundation. It feels really light on the skin and feels like you don't have any make up on. Even without a primer, it made my skin smoother and flawless. <333
    I am not sure what my shade is yet but I will definitely buy this as a treat to myself this year. :)
  • Eyeshadow palette - I am still unsure what brand to go for but I am deciding between Urban Decay or Sephora collection. I really like the earthy and warm tones in eyeshadow palettes since I tend to go for the natural look. Not really a fan of the smokey eyes! It makes me look like I'm a party girl of some sort. Lol :))
    I have tried using the Naked 2 but I like this one more. ;)

  • Primer (Benefit POREfessional) - Oh dear, I love this product! I have only tried this once on my hand but I instantly fell in love with it. There are also so many good reviews about this primer! What I love about this the most is that it minimizes the appearance of pores. I honestly have visible pores that when the oil on my face starts to ruin my foundation, I look like I have a dotted dalmatian face as the foundation forms on every pore. Awful to imagine, right? This is why I want to buy this. :D
    It's a bit expensive for a primer but since it's so good and multi-purpose, it's worth buying!!

  • Lipstick, Blush and Mascara - I don't really have a specific brand for all these and I think I might try exploring different brands. Gonna get some advice and lessons from my favorite youtubers! :3
There goes my "make up set". I am more of a make up basics type of girl. I don't actually use an eyeliner since I think it makes my eyes a lot bigger than it already is. This will be my starter kit, for now. ;)

5. Make up tools and brushes - Of course, if you have make up products, you also need the tools! Although, I don't know all the kinds of brushes and how to use them. But still, every girl needs this! :)
I like pink kabuki brushes because they're so soft and feels good to the skin!<3

6. Forever 21 gift certificates - Who wouldn't want this? I need new clothes! No girl has enough clothes! I am also in dire need to revamp my wardrobe. *excuses* HAHA!
Donations, anyone? LOL =))

7. Portable video camera / underwater camera - Our family has always been loyal to Canon. It takes great photos and even when the photos are uploaded on the internet, it doesn't decrease the quality of the photo. I am currently interested in photography and video editing. I like to take random videos and make video montages to remember each moment. To be honest, I want to create a vlog channel but then watching myself  on a video makes me cringe and uneasy. Haha! A great video camera-slash-underwater camera would be the coolest thing ever! Based on the reviews I read and watch, Canon Powershot D20 is, so far, the best. :D (You can even drop it and doesn't break!)

I really a pink version of this, but unfortunately, they don't have it in Pink color. :(

8. Dainty accessories - I saw this kind of accessories in Forever21 and always see them in most celebrities. They are small but pretty and classy!

Got this photo from hellomissapple and they have pretty accessories<333

9. Rose gold watch - I really need a new watch! For me, watches are essential. I cannot live without them! I don't use my phone or iPod to check the time. I like rose gold because it's uncommon and very classy. I don't mind a gold one, though. I saw a beautiful gold watch in Juicy Couture but I guess, my heart leaps for Rose gold. HA! =))

Isn't it pretty? I don't know what brand to go for yet but I want something like this.
(Got this from Google images :P)

10. Yorkie!!! - Ever since I became a fan of Miranda Kerr (my heart literally broke when I heard about the Orlando-Miranda break up!), I started to like Yorkshire Terriers. I really want to buy a new dog but what I have in mind is Pomeranian, but then I had a change of heart. Yorkie are much cuter!!

Just look how adorable they are?? :')

So, that's the end of my wishlist. I really hope I get all these things soon! :> Thanks for reading! And I just want you to know, I am open for donations... Kidding! =))

Have a great and awesome Halloween, mates! xx


Self-admitted shop-a-holic,
Secret Diary Keeper

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Planning again!

Dear Diary,

Hello everybody! I am almost done with work and I just want to post something quick to update you guys with anything that's happening currently in my life. First, I am intensely addicted to watching random Youtubers. You remember PrettyPolishes? Yes, I started with her and then eventually searched for other YouTube channels that interest me. One, in particular, is Zoella. She is a young lady from Bath, England who vlogs about all things girly. She also posts videos with pranks and tags with her friends which are absolutely hilarious. And she has a british accent which makes me adore her even more! I actually think I'm getting the accent now. I'm going bonkers!!

And have I told you she is gorgeous? Love herrr<3
Here's a link to her channel: Zoella

Secondly, I have been blogging on my tumblog which is basically my diary about ze boyfriend and I. It is another private blog but it has pictures and videos of both of us. So, my identity is not really kept hidden there. My apologies if I can't share the link here. Even my closest friends don't know anything about it. :P

Third, ze boyfriend and I, together with our College best buds, recently went out with our fest to joing the October Beer Fest in the city. I don't drink that much but it's quite fun! I actually got drunk. Oh dear! Why do I have to be the one person in the group who gets drunk first?Nonetheless, we all had a blast! We are thinking of making it a tradition or something. :>

Lastly, I am planning another trip to the beach on our 4th anniversary!! Yayyy :D Ze boyfriend and I decided to invite our favorite couple bestfriends with us to make it more fun! We will try surfing for the first time! Eeeekk!! Though, I am afraid of the ocean, to be honest, because I don't like the feeling of not knowing what's at the bottom of the sea. Let alone ride the waves! But still, looking forward to it!!

Time to go now! I'm excited to get home! Byeee!


Gonna be a Roxy surfer gal,
Secret Diary Keeper

Monday, October 7, 2013

Foodie & Yorkies

Dear Diary,

Yeah, I know. It's been almost a month since my last blog post. I am truly sorry! But I'll admit, I have been really lazy in the past 2 weeks and I don't think I have anything blog-worthy to write about. Not that I am saying that I have something interesting to say today. Lol

It was my mom's birthday last Friday! And I took her out for dinner in a buffet place ze boyfriend and I love. The food was amazing! We ate for more than 2 hours and by then, we were seriously stuffed! I personally liked the dessert bar. Oh well, who would not like that, right? Then before we left, the staff even sang a birthday song for mom. Great night!
Here's are some of the food in the buffet place we went to.
You have the permission to drool over. ;)

And today is my boss' birthday. He's on leave for 2 weeks because he'll be going to Bali and Singapore. Eeekk! How I wish I could go on 2-week vacation trip as well. Work had been pretty intense! My workload has been increased therefore, I didn't have much free time anymore. Though I am still procrastinating most of the time.... Like now. Oopsie!

Also, I've been bugging and convincing ze boyfriend to buy me a dog on my birthday. A teacup Yorkie, to be specific! We went to the mall yesterday and we totally forgot that there was an event for pets that day. It was a Pet Blessing Day. So, many dogs were there and I seriously went crazy seeing them! There was this really tiny yorkshire terrier that I really liked and I told ze boyfriend that I want to buy one. He told me he'll buy me one when we get back from our "overseas" work which will happen in 3-5years from now. If you know me personally, you would know that I could not wait that long. I might even buy one next week if my means permit me to do so. By means I mean, moolah. Anyway, I'd prefer ze boyfriend giving me a dog. Cos there is a such big difference between buying the dog myself and someone really special giving me one. Do I make sense?

Awww, isn't he cute?
Not all yorkie looks like this though. But I really want a tiny dog.

Alright, I must get back to working now. I swear, I'll blog about our Singapore trip before this month ends. I just need to catch up with my lessons in my online classes at Uni. :) Have a great day, folks! xx


Yorkie-obsessed,
Secret Diary Keeper

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Almost is never enough

Dear Diary,

I've been listening and obsessing over this song over the past couple of days. I didn't know that Ariana Grande had released her album since I thought she was just another actress on the TV show, Victorious. Turns out, she has this really amazing voice which I think is much better than Victoria Justice's. She also sings a lot like Mariah Carey. I'm not really sure if it is just me or she really does have a resemblance with Mariah Carey, in terms of singing of course.

Almost is Never Enough - Ariana Grande

Go ahead and watch the music video of Almost is Never Enough by Ariana Grande. This is definitely my favorite right now! And this is my type of song that I could listen to while working. It's just relaxing and such a feel good song. :')


Singing my heart out,
Secret Diary Keeper

Sunday, September 8, 2013

Blog Guide

Dear diary,

Just got home from the church with ze boyfriend. Yeah, we attend mass every Sunday together. So basically, we see each other almost every single day of the week. Not that I'm complaining! Haha! I actually love it! Sometimes I feel like we're becoming Marshall and Lily (How I Met Your Mother series) that we are already co-dependents. Though not to the extent of cheering on each other when the other is taking a shit in the toilet.... Yet. Lol Just kidding :P And oh, I spent my whole weekend watching HIMYM series. I'm now on Season 3 and it's my... 3rd time to watch all the episodes. Haha! (You can tell now that I am fond of that show! Like, really.)

As for my title, well, I'm back to using my laptop now and I saw some screenshots I took months ago. I think I was planning to do this before but never did since I didn't use my laptop very often and the screenshots were saved in here. So, I'm doing it now. :)

Here are some parts of my page which I think you guys haven't noticed.


You could see that there is a 'Shoutout' link at my right sidebar. If you hover your mouse over it, you will see there are: 'Entries, About, Past and Shoutout'. Entries works like a 'home' where it brings you back to the actual page of my blog just like the first time you opened it. About is just a page for the definition of myself if you want to get to know me better. But for this case, I just posted a sketched photo of a girl who doesn't even look like me. Or does it? ;) Past is like the archive where you could read my old blog posts. Lastly, when you click on 'Shoutout', it will lead you to another page. See the next photo. :>

This is the Shoutout page. You could leave a message in here, or just say hi if ever you stumble in to my little world. I would greatly appreciate if you would! <3


This part is unimportant but just want to shareee. HAHA! I have added a 'Newer Posts' and 'Older Posts' on the footer or bottom of my page. Just the same with some Tumblr themes, for easier back-reading. ;)


That's it. Nothing much to say since nothing interesting happened this weekend. Except for How I Met Your Mother. Haha! By the way, Happy Grandparents' Day to all grandmom and granddad in the world!


Not excited for Monday,
Secret Diary Keeper

Friday, September 6, 2013

Gotta love Fridays!

Dear Diary,

It's Friday! Yay!

I got a call from my boss asking me how I've been doing and all that sorts of stuff. I told him that I was already done with all the tasks assigned to me and I was free to do another financial plan. For those who are wondering about my work, I work as a paraplanner/financial adviser. Yeah, I deal with money and finances of individuals all day everyday. I realized that there are lots of people prioritizing  their future income and making sure they'll be able to cover all their debts whenever something happens to them. Alright, I'll stop blabbing about my work now. So yeah, my boss called and we had a little chitchat. I also asked him about the online classes that I'll be taking to gain the Diploma for Financial Planning. I felt a bit embarrassed because I sounded like I was demanding him to enter me in Kaplan. Kaplan is a professional education provider with locations all around the world. My boss mentioned about it during my hiring interview and asked me if it would be okay for me to take online classes while working for him. Of course, I said yes. Who would pass up the chance to study and gain more credentials, right? Thought it was a good time to ask him about it since I've  been working for his company for a month now and I have lots of free time today. So he did enroll me. Right away! I received the invoice of my enrollment fees and my log in details to the site (virtual class) then I felt a pang of guilt. It costed him so much to let me study financial planning. I know he'll benefit from it but still. Get what I mean? I sent my boss an email after, thanking him for everything. Haha! Yes, I am that appreciative. :P

I am officially back to school! Not really an actual school though. I'll take online classes, do assignments and pass all the assessment exams. I have 4 subjects and every subject will be taken for 3 months. So technically, it's a 1-year course. I really hope I do well in this! I will surely be a lot busier now with all the work and study at the same time... but no complaints! Still very grateful with every opportunity that I get. :D

Later, I'll be reading all the manuals sent until I'm done with work. I finish off work at 4pm (early right?) but I don't have plans for tonight. It's ze boyfriend's sister's birthday today but I'm not sure if ze boyfriend will be going since he's on a seminar all day today. So for sure, he'll be stuck in the office after that, doing all his backlogs. (He's a CPA :>)

There you go! Hope you all are having a great friday as mine! Ciao xx


Homeschooling while working,
Secret Diary Keeper

Thursday, September 5, 2013

We cannot change the past

Dear diary,

For those who haven't read my previous post, I have revealed my real name. Okay, it's a nickname but it's still part of my whole real name. That's a progress for those who are wondering of my identity, right? So yeah. Hi, my name is Jane. But I'd still use my 'Secret Diary Keeper' as my alias of some sort. Ha! I feel like a professional writer now.

Last night, I had a hard time falling asleep. Then I wandered on Instagram and searched for random people from the past just to see what their present lives are like. Alright, I'll admit, I just stalked people from Ze boyfriend's past. Haha! Paranoia creeps in whenever I'm being insomaniac. I finally discovered the Instagram account of ze boyfriend's "ex-bestfriend". They used to be really close, but when ze boyfriend had his first relationship, they just drifted apart. Then when he broke up with his first girlfriend, they began seeing each other again.

Then I entered the picture.

Ze boyfriend and I got really close since he's back to being single. Sometimes, you just couldn't hang out with other people (women in particular) if you are in a relationship. So yeah, we became friends, had the same clique, we hung out almost everyday and we go to school and back home together. I didn't mind him being around me all the time since I used to have a lot of guys friends who are constantly with me. As a matter of fact, I am more of a guy friend than a girlfriend. Being friends with guys is more fun and less dramatic. I still have few girlfriends though! I'm still not that kind of biatch who just wants to be around guys and be pretty all day long. Haha! Anyway, back to my story. Since we became close friends, it eventually led to becoming best of friends. I know, too childish. But he really is. He knows every single secret that I have! Even the deepest, darkest ones. And for some reason, he stopped texting or seeing his "old bestfriend". Alright, let's name her... Jewel. I have never met Jewel in person. I have only seen her posts and comments on ze boyfriend's Friendster (yeah way way back) and Facebook. She seemed nice, fun... and flirty. She kept messaging ze boyfriend to meet up with her even if she knows he was in a relationship with me already. She calls ze boyfriend "hubby/honey/love" and other terms of endearment. Yeah, that b*tch! (I'm getting carried away now lol) She's that kind of flirt. And even if ze boyfriend didn't text her back, she freakin' had the guts to call and demand to text her! And oh yeah, have I told her she's such a flirt? Okay. I think you totally get what I mean now.

Sorry for hating but I just could not stand her ways. She had never been ze boyfriend's girlfriend but she acts like she's the wife! To be honest, I am more in good terms with ze boyfriend's ex girl friend (for real). Well, she was my classmate in Uni but yeah, we're friends - not that close though.

So yeah, I found Jewel's instagram account and I discovered that she's already married and a baby is on the way. I think she's 5 or 6 months pregnant now. When I saw her big bumbum (that's how she calls her pregnant belly) photo, a part of me rejoiced and jumped for joy. Like, yeah she's married!!! At least she won't try to steal away ze boyfriend anymore! Haha! And if she ever does attempt, you'll just see her on the obituary pages of our local newspaper. (Oopsie. I have killed her in my head multiple times anyway. LOL Oh dear, I am now becoming aggressive and more like Lily of How I Met Your Mother series)

But still, I am amazed on how Jewel managed to travel around the world without having an actual real job. I actually don't know if she finished school. All I know is she's a flirt. Nah, kidding. I think she studied cosmetics in college (Source: Ze boyfriend). I really have no idea! Right now, she's in Sydney (Ugghh! Why does she have to live there? Now I am having second thoughts living in Australia with ze boyfriend because of her.) according to her IG account. I am following her because I like her travel posts. And I keep my enemies closer. Ha! See what I did there?!!

Here is her bumbum photo from her Instagram account.
(I hope she never finds this blog site. Haha!)

Despite all the hating, I just can't do anything about ze boyfriend's past. Jewel was part of it and she had somehow contributed something to the kind of man who I love now. There is nothing I can do or change now, but to accept her being part of the past. But if she ever enters our future, well... That's a different story.


Keeping perspective,
Secret Diary Keeper



P.S.
Thanks for my friend Laurie for saving me from being depressed this morning. She patiently listened to me rant about this. Hihi! Love ya, gurl xx