Posting from a Restricted Place

Dear Diary,

Guess where I am right now? In the office! Yes! Surprisingly, blogger is allowed in the company's intranet. Which is certainly wicked! Eeekk :"> I could update my blog now when I'm done with my tasks. Just like now, I just finished my assessment exam and I almost had a perfect score. Too bad, I didn't read one question carefully. I got one mistake! Boo-hoo! But 29/30 is a pretty good score right? Since I was the only one who passed the exam. Yayyy!! It's a good day at work today! Love iiitt :D

Sooo.. How are you, my lovely readers? I am heartily sorry for neglecting you for almost a month. Work has just made me too occupied. I even had work last Christmas Eve. Imagine that? Spending the Christmas night at work? Well, it's not as bad as it seems. We had a small Christmas feast, exchanged gifts and just had fun a couple of hours that night. :>

I'll be cutting my post here since my work is done and I still need to meet up with ze boyfriend. Byeee~



Working with love,
Secret Diary Keeper :3

Almost there

Dear Diary,

It's already December! Yayy my second favorite month of the year. Of course January will be my most favorite month cos it's my birthday month. Hihi :"> I love december because Christmas is my favorite season of the year. This is the time when I feel so blessed and all the people around me are happy. How I wish it could be Christmas everyday.

Sooo... As for my work lately, well, nothing interesting has happened. Of course aside from out team building last weekend. That was one helluva fun! I got to bond with my other team mates who I don't interact with in the office before. Got the chance to know them and just have fun with them. We played games, Amazing Race was my favorite game because my team was crowned champion cos of it. :D I was also teased to Will (remember him in my previous post?) since he was with me most of the time that night. We just talked about random things and stuff about ourselves. I knew that he already has a girlfriend as well. Thus, we're both safe in each other's company. I mean, nothing malicious would happen because we both know that we're both in a long time relationship. :>

By the way, our office is doing kris kringle every friday! Last friday, the theme was "something you insert" and I received earrings! I liked it because earrings is my favorite accessory. :) I'm still searching for the one who's giving me gifts. I have a hunch that he/she came from the team of Will. Hmmm...

As for, ze boyfriend and I, we have never been this strong ever. I am not a clingy girlfriend anymooore! Hahaha! We are starting to grow individually and every weekend, when we see each other, we'd talk about our respective work lives and just understand each other. My mom says that what we're doing is indeed healthy for our relationship. :">

I'll be playing Sims3 for now because I have the time to play! Finallyyy  I'm also planning to work out starting next week! I badly need the gym and yoga! Work is stressing me so much. :P But I'm almost getting the hang of work life. Wooo! Keep safe, mates! Cheerio xx




Missing all the readers I have (if do have),
Secret Diary Keeper

Working Girl :>

Dear Diary,

Oh yess! Finally! A free time to spare and blog about the recent happenings in my life. It has been a while, I know, and I'm sorry for neglecting all my readers. :(

First off, I started working last Nov 8th. And today is Thanksgiving day, that's why I don't have work. Yaaayy! LOL I've been waiting for this day for too long (aside from my 1st payday which will be next tues! HAHA) My first week was pretty good because all I did was study the corporate induction lessons, familiarize myself about the company and answer all assessment exams. It was a bit frightening whenever I'm answering an exam because there is an 80% passing rate. And if you do not pass, you must re-take the test. I do not want to do that and waste my time on an exam. I want to learn as quickly as possible!! :> Second, I met a lot of new people from the first week of training. Some are fresh graduates like me, some are old employees just moving from another department and some are external hires which are hired as a manager or team leader. They kept me awake during the sleepy hours of our training. :P And by the way, I passed all my assessment exams on first take. Yaayy for meee! Focusing on work paid off a little. HAHA

On the second week of training which is this week, I met all of my team mates, the people I'll be working for a long time every single day. I love my VP's and managers because they're just really awesome. They aren't the type of bosses who would intimidate or terrify you on your first day. They are pretty funny and fun to be with! They also gave me my locker which is very helpful on my part since I do not want to travel to work wearing my heels. My gold pumps and black peep toe heels are in my locker right now. I wear doll shoes or ballet flats when travelling to work. My locker saves my feet from having blisters. Lol I was also seated at a tempopary desk (since I am a new hire, they are still arranging my desk and waiting for my dual monitor computer to come) with 2 guys who are extremely kind and gorgeous (Us three are in the same cubicle). Yes, they are good looking guys and almost at the same age as mine. And no, I am not crushing on them, okay? I am still very loyal with ze boyfriend which by the way is also working already. That will be another part of my story for today. =)) As I was saying, they are funny and smart too. Let's have a code name for them just for the sake of my story. Let's name the 24 yr old guy Will and the 22yr old is Plane. These are random names and not their real names okay? HAHA Will is the first old hire I became friends with. He's an accountant and I must say, really really good looking. He's an epitome of the tall, dark-ish (but not really) and handsome guy. I instantly got along with him because he kept on bullying me but in a nice way. That's why I call him "Bully". HAHA It was his birthday on the 20th but he went on vacation leave that day. On the other hand, Plane is the partner in crime of Will. He is a bit short, we're almost of the same height, wearing nerdy frame glasses but outrageously smart and cute. If you just know his real name and google his name, for sure you'll see all his academic awards and stuff. He's pretty popular in his Uni. :> But there is one thing about Plane, I think he's more on the feminine side? Hahaha. Well that's what my other co-new hires say. :P I also befriended an alumnus of my Uni but from an older batch. Her name is Marie (just a codename). She's really pretty and witty! What I like about her is she's so approachable and friendly. If I could pair someone with her, it would be Will. I think they'll look good together. :"> But having boyfriend/girlfriend on the team is prohibited. Unless they want one of them to be transferred to another team or department. :P Will, Plane and Marie are old hires of the company. All the new hires like me are still under training and all I do in office for now is read online courses and familiarize self with the processes which I barely understand. I really hope I pass this stage and master all the processes of the team. :)

As for ze boyfriend, he's working in an Auditing firm a bit far from my office. That's why I have a dilemma of adjusting because we can only get to see each other every weekend. We are still both adjusting to our new environment. There was a time this week, while I was on my way to work, I just became very lonely that I cried on the bus when ze boyfriend told me how much he loves me. That's how much I miss him. :( But we need to have sacrifices in order for us to have a good future. Right now, I must trust him always and just hope for the best. :D

Well... That's a terribly long boring post. Lol

I'll be going to a spa today to de-stress and watch How I Met Your Mother and Once Upon a Time series. I will try as much as possible to keep you guys updated. Off I go now! Keep safe, lovelies<3


Adjustment period sucks big time,
Secret Diary Keeper

Yayy for the holidays!

I'll update on Thanksgiving day, just because I have no work on that day. Hooray! :D




P.S. Sorry for being on hiatus for a while.

Eeeky feeling... In a good way.

Dear Diary,

Oh geez. I kept on typing "Dear Dairy" first every single time I make a blog post. What's with dairy? -___- LOL Anywayy, today has been a good day. My original plan with ze boyfriend didn't work out so I just made myself a new plan. Which I successfully did the whole day. Yaayy to that

First, I met up with a friend to give her the perfumes she wanted long ago. We did a little catching up, just for a few minutes since she has to go and have lunch with her boyfriend. Then I went to Uni to meet up with some of my old blockmates and have lunch with them. It was another first to me! I don't really go on lunch dates with my classmates since my college life lunch dates have always been with ze boyfriend and my other college friends. Lunch time was the only time I could be with ze boyfriend in the past college years. :> We had Hainanese chicken for lunch. Another first to try that food! Lol. We talked about our other classmates whether they are working already or studying again, reminiscing the memories together and just laughing at each other's jokes. It was a breath of fresh air seeing them. :)

After eating lunch, we headed to the main building of our Uni to get my Certificate of Graduation. I needed it as part of the requirements of my employer. It feels good to know that I am finished obtaining all the documents I need. Speaking of work, just a couple of hours ago, I checked my email after 4days of not checking it... I received an email from my employer telling me about the details of my first day of work. And to tell you the truth, I felt a pinch in my heart as I was reading the email. I feel so happy and blessed that my prayers are granted by God. :')

I also noticed that I have grown a new habit lately. Everytime I go on Facebook, I always check the God's wants you to know application. For me, every message is related to my current state in life. It's unbelievable, actually. Here is mine today:

"On this day of your life, (insert my name), we believe God wants you to know ... that it's okay to receive. Have you been the giver for so long that you have forgotten how to receive? Allow others to give you some of the love that you give so freely. Seek a balance between your giving and your receiving."

So there you go. :"> I must learn to balance between my giving and my receiving. Oh wait, by the way. A classmate whom I was with earlier today had went to Singapore last week. And today, she gave me tons of brochures because she knows that ze boyfriend and I will be going to Singapore a few months from now. I was literally screaming my heart out when I received them. Trust me, the maps and brochures she gave me were a LOT! Will be definitely useful to a travel junkie like me. ;)

This is the photo I posted on my Instagram. I told you it was many!

Oh Singapore, I can't wait to explore you. :D

That's the eeky feeling I've been feeling today. It's certainly a good eeky feeling. :D I'll be shopping for corporate clothing tomorrow with ze boyfriend. I hope I'll get good finds and bargains. Good night, twinkle pops



Incredibly feeling eeeky,
Secret Diary Keeper

Socializing101

Dear Diary,

I told myself this post will just be a quick one. My mind right now is running out of words due to sleep deprivation. I was out almost everyday of this week. Busy meeting and catching up with old blockmates, friends and ze boyfriend's relatives. Oh how tiring and fun this past week had been. :>

Every year, we spend the night of October 31st until morning of November 1st at my dad's tomb. I'm not sure if I told you about my dad already but yes, he died when I was in 6th grade. :( My mom and sister do this tradition with my other relatives. It is always fun to hang out with my nephews, nieces and cousins because this event has been like a halloween party to all of us. LOL =)) Before when I was younger, we even had our costumes. I was always the devil or the witch. It's the easiest costume everrr. :P But this year, because I always sleep late, my body shut down on me. I just literally slept all night long. My sister keeps on telling me how useless I am that night. HAHA I just can't help my eyes anymore. -____-

Then on the night of November 1st, we go to my mom's parents' tomb. The usual happens, playing with my nephews and nieces, eating with my Aunts and Uncles and catching up with my cousins who recently had kids. I realized time really flies so fast. I feel so old now! LOL I have grandchildren alreadyyy. Can you imagine that? Well my sister and I are the youngest in my dad's side while in my mom's side, well... let's just say they wanted to have a family at such young ages.

While in the past 2 days, I slept at ze boyfriend's house. (This was a first! My mom usually allows me to sleep over at his place but not for consecutive days!) He tagged me along in a family reunion in his mother's side family. That night was really fun! Got the chance to bond with all of his relatives and the wedding quips kept on coming from them. They said since we are already both done with Uni and we both got a job, why not get married already? I just laughed at them. But ze boyfriend tolerates them every single time. He'd say, "Don't worry next year you'll receive a wedding invitation from us." -____-  Oh dear, marriage is still at the lowest part of my priority list. =)) Then yesterday, ze boyfriend also hosted a house party with all of his village friends and some of our friends in Uni. They played basketball first then the party started. It was not really a party. Just a small, close-gathering-of-old-friends-catching-up-before-work-starts kind of party. Another fun yet tiring day!

So you see, I am extremely partied out and my body just wants to be with my bed. But before that, I will play Sims3 World Adventures first. I loooove this game! <3



Partying all night long,
Secret Diary Keeper



P.S. Oh hey. October is already overrr! Hello November :D Please be awesome!! Christmas is coming too! Eeeekk I'm exciteddd! :)

Double Celebration

Dear Diary,

And sooo... I'm back! :D Yaaayy

But I'm still tired. Still haven't had any decent sleep since the day we left. Maybe tonight I'll sleep early to have a good night sleep I've been wanting for daysss. I'll start with my story now before I fall asleep in front of the computer. LOL

October 19, ze boyfriend picked us up at 9am but we only left the house almost 11am already because my mom and sister were too slow. Haha! We encountered a lot of traffic which is why the 2-3 hr drive became 5hr drive. Good thing the views while on the way were breathtaking. I love seeing beaches and lots of palm trees! :>

(This post has been in my draft folder for almost a week now. And this is the part where I stopped. LOL Now I'm finishing this post. I have a surprise as well to my readersss :P)

We didn't swim on the first day, for me and ze boyfriend at least. But my sister, her friend and ze boyfriend's brother swam before heading to bed. The pool closes at an early time BOO! -___- After having dinner, ze boyfriend and I walked by the shore. Just chilling and talking about random stuff. It was my favorite part of the trip. :"> Here are some photos we took:

The sunset before we all had our dinner. Amazing view right?

It was shot from the balcony of our hotel room. :>

This is ze boyfriend and I, obviously, during our alone time by the beach. :')

I posted this on my instagram and it got so many likes from our friends.

Guess the must really liked it! Hihi :P

The next day, I was the early riser. I woke up before 5am and I don't know why I did. I am usually the last one to wake up. Anywaaay, since I was sleeping beside ze boyfriend, with my mom and her friend in the other beds (yes we are all in the same room because the room has 3 beds and the maximum persons per room is 5. So we all fit in the together :D), I just stared at him for the next 20minutes until ze boyfriend realized I was awake already. He then asked me to go out and watch the sunrise with him. Awww moment again! LOL

This is our bed by the way. It is called bay bed in the hotel. I didn't bother asking why it's called like that.

Nice right? I'm pretty sure you are wondering about the view from the window...

Check out the next photo ;)

 Well here it is. :D

Seriously, it's paradise in that place!!

(I'm getting the tricks in taking photos in my Canon D1000 Yaaayy!)

After breakfast, we started swimming in the beach. We did snorkeling! Though I didn't enjoy that much because I'm scared of what's under the water, it still felt good because ze boyfriend was holding my hand the whole time. :) We also swam in the pool and played beach volleyball. It was funnn!

And sooo... This is my surprise. :D

I edited this so that you can't still see my face. Haha! That's me before going out for a swim.

We left the paradise at noon and arrived home before the sun sets. It was really refreshing having that kind of vacation after all the hard work we did in the past 6 months. Everything's worth it! By the way, I'm officially done with Uni. College is oveeerrr! >:))

Happiness overload,

Secret Diary Keeper

Brisbane, Australia

Dear Diary,

Good morning dearies! An hour from now, we'll be leaving the city to go to the beach which is around 3-4 hr drive. Yet, I am still not ready. I haven't packed my bags, my new swimsuit is still in the shopping bag, and I am still in my jammies.=)) While ze boyfriend and his brother are already ready to go and will pick us up any time now. LOL This is the part I don't like about travelling... Packing my bags. How I wish I could just bring my whole closet with me. :P

Oh by the way, the other company I was applying for a month ago has already hired my blockmate. This is what happened last month. When I applied for that job, I wasn't expecting anything. On the day of my interview, as I was writing in the log book of the company building, another woman came and asked the receptionist that she has a schedule interview with the company. So as I finished writing my name and other unnecessary details, the other woman called my name with a shock in her voice. To my surprise, it was my blockmate, to whom I never got the chance to be close with. Maybe because she was always not around the class or maybe we are just too different for each other. So we had our interview together with the Australian CFO of the Australian company. It was fun because the the hiring process was a lot different than the usual interviews I have been invited in. After the interview, they told us just to wait for their call and so we did. 3weeks of waiting, our classes ended already then they called me. I thought they was about to hire me but they were just informing me to wait a little further since they are still deciding. I came out honest to them. I told them that JPMC has already hired me and I confirmed which is why I am not interested in their job offer if ever there will be. They said okay and thankyou but a little regret was in the back of my mind. It is only that company that offers me training to Brisbane, Australia. Amazing, right? But I don't know. My heart has always wanted JPMC since I was a sophomore in College.

And today, it is my blockmate's birthday, the woman who got invited by the Australian company, the one who called my name when I was writing in the log book on the day of the interview. I am talking to her right now and she told me that she got hired last week, on the day I told the company that I was rejecting them.

I am happy for my blockmate. :D I am happy that the position was given to her instead of someone I don't know. I am happy that I chose JPMC, because it has been always my dream. Lastly, I am happy because at least we are both in a win-win situation. ;) We are both blessed to have a job that offers a high compensation and good benefits. So to you, Kamille, Happy birthday and may you have an awesome day today! >:D<

Alright, I need to pack now. Someone is also waiting for this post! Hihi. Have a great day, folks! xx



Leaving on a jetplane,
Secret Diary Keeper

What's in store for today?

Dear Diary,

I woke up a bit later than my normal wake up time. To my surprise, I received a message from our block's president. She informed us that in our Management Accounting subject, 3 students in our class failed. Meaning, those 3 persons won't graduate this semester. Yes I know. That horrible feeling you get when you know the fact that someone has failed and you don't know who it is. Uugghh the suspense. I am seriously hoping it's not me. I wish I am not one of those three!! :'( Oh dear God, please let me pass. Please let me graduate! *sigh*

God is good. He will forever be the greatest! That is why today, I've decided that instead of fretting over something I am clueless about, I'll remain to be faithful to Him and just trust all of His plans for me. :"> I know I will pass. I'm not being overly optimistic, but I am just being positive in all things in life. I won't settle for any negative thing that pops in my head, even how strong my overthinking can be. God has made the world so beautiful, so why make it crappy? Just remember the power of attraction. The thing that you think about the most is the thing that would most likely happen. :> So let's all be positive!

Later today, ze boyfriend and I will be running errands for my mom. We'll get the car that we will use for tomorrow's beach outing. Aaaackk! I am excited about tomorrow! Oh how I miss the beach life... We are even planning to snorkel just so ze boyfriend will experience it. Hihi  Then we'll drop by at the mall today to buy swimsuits since the last time we went to the mall, there were no pretty bikinis. Yes, I'll try to sport a bikini. :P

I gotta finish my 1 month free time to-do list today! There are just some stuff I want to do with my free time. I am listing them down so I won't forget. I am not sure if I'll be able to blog tomorrow, but if not, I'll tell you everything about our trip on Saturday night! Keep safe and have a lovely day, sweet pea



Excited and hopeful,
Secret Diary Keeper



P.S. Please pray for my grades. Please pray for me that I'll pass all my subjects... Please? Thanks in advance, hunnies :>

Forever Blessed

Dear Diary,

I have an amazing news! Ze boyfriend passed the board exams! Yayyy It really feels so good knowing the thing that you worked so hard for is now all yours. Eeeekk! Both of us are beyond happy right now. It's all because of God's grace! :D You know what, I was crying when my friends told me that he passed the exam. Then I called him up to tell him the big news. He was really ecstatic about it but since he was driving that time, he couldn't do any happy jumps or dance moves as sign of his happiness. LOL He just said, "Really?! I passed? Shit. I'm speechless but I feel like crying." Hahaha I know he really worked extra hard for this and now... He a Certified Public Accountant. :">

So our plans on Friday are pushing through! Another yay to that! I'm excited about it! It has been months (or a year already?) since I last went to the beach. A vacation is what we both need! Woohoo!

By the way, I went to my friend's party last night. It became some sort of a block farewell party. I just realized how much I'll miss my blockmates and friends. Awww :( But last night was a blast! We sang all through the night, that's why my throat now feels a bit sore. Ouch! Although by the end of the night, there were some realizations in my mind relating to ze boyfriend's passing exam. Anywaaay, that's nothing to be bothered about. :P

I'm heading out tonight with mom to watch a movie. Too bad ze boyfriend couldn't come. He's too busy now! LOL Speaking of busy, I think I must get myself busy as well. There are a lot of things I have to finish before I start working. :> Goodluck with me on that! Keep safe, unicorns! xx



Craving for attention (why oh why?),
Secret Diary Keeper

Bum Life :)

Dear Diary,

Oh I know... It's been a while. Again. LOL But now, I have all the time to do what I want to do. Aaahhh, how I miss this kind of days... Anyway, let's start with all the blabbling and talking. :P

My classes officially ended last Thursday. I had a bittersweet feeling about it. Bitter, because I won't get to see all of my blockmates and close friends everyday anymore since we are all going separate ways from that day on. Another reason is how difficult all our exams were! I had 3 exams that day, 1 hour for each. It was literally a mind wreck! HAHA All of those exams were my major subjects. The first one, Advanced Accounting was a so-so since I studied for it intensively. I even asked an old friend and ze boyfriend (Yes, we are now okay. Yayy to that!) to tutor me. :P The theories part of that exam was the downer. I failed to finish the theories part because of lack of time. -____- I hate time pressure. LOL But the problem solving, well, I did well... I think. I hope so? Haha! Then the second exam was Management Accounting (main subject for my course). It was really difficult! I am 50-60% sure for all the answers I wrote but the rest... Uhh, forget it. :( The last subject was Financial management. Well that one was plain wrong. I mean, not me wrong but the exam itself. The coverage given to us was different from the coverage used in the exam. It became some sort of a review of our past, past lessons. It was like a test of all the things we have learned in the past 3years. Oh geez, I really hope I pass all my subjects!! Cos if I do, I'm off to work in the corporate world!!!

About ze boyfriend and I... We managed to work it out, again. :> That's what I like about us. Even how worse our fight is, we always make way to fix issues between us. I am happy to have him in my life. :')

In the past few days, the travel bug bit me again. I keep on planning vacations with my family, friends, and of course, ze boyfriend. Our 3day-Singapore trip next summer is turned into 5-6day Singapore-Malaysia trip. Woohoo! :D It all because of the newly opened theme parks in Johor Bahru, MY--Hello Kitty Town and LegoLand.<3 I looove theme parks! I know ze boyfriend does too but he's a bit afraid of roller coasters.=)) Then on friday, we have a planned family outing, in celebration for my graduation and ze boyfriend's board exams results. But (a BIG BUT), we need to know the results first. Oh my, I really hope he pass! I hope we both pass!

So far, that's pretty everything I have to say. I am seriously and sincerely hoping for the best! This will be the longest waiting time we have to do. So please! Please... Please pray for us!! Thank you in advance, hunnies! xx

Cheers to the bum life!



Patiently waiting and hoping,
Secret diary keeper

Even the strongest falls down sometimes.

Dear Diary,

I've been trying not to miss him... But I just can't hold it in anymore. I want to cry. I miss him so much. :( It's wrong to miss him because he doesn't deserve it. But in the battle between Love and Respect? Well, Love always wins even if it's not right anymore. That's why I miss him.

I don't know what to do anymore. I want to feel the rage of anger I used to feel last Thursday night but God healed me so fast that I don't feel any anger anymore. It's difficult being in this situation. This is the first time that I'm not talking to him for daysss.

Oh it is really hard when you get used to something or someone being there all the time. Well, I guess I just need to start getting used to being independent from now on.

But for today... Can I just miss him and cry? This sucks.



Suppressing all the depression,
Secret Diary Keeper :'(

Need to get this out of my chest.

Dear Diary,

Uggghhh I can be really stupid sometimes. I hate it so much when I look dumb to other people, most especially if they are my boss or someone higher than my rank. Sh*t -____-

It's like this. I was answering the online thingy form and the system doesn't want me to continue to the next step. To think that I did everything right. (Or so I thought) So I texted my HR, telling her about the system error. She's not replying (bec I think it's too early for her to be awake) so I tried to figure it out myself. Then for a split second, I suddenly realized what's wrong. The form follows a certain number format on the contact details part which I entered wrongly. How stupid :|

What's worse about it is I kept on bugging my HR about it before I figured it out. I messaged her for like three times about it? I am seriously embarrassed right now. :(

Care to cheer me up?



Worrying so many stuff,
Secret Diary Keeper

Stronger Than Ever

Dear Diary,

To be honest, I'm not in my happy state right now. I feel like I'm going to catch a cold, extremely sleep deprived and tired from all the work I need to do, and most of all.... Ze boyfriend and I aren't in good terms right now. Or maybe I should call him now, ze ex-boyfriend? Oh I don't know. Last night was a whirlwind nightmare! I just want to forget about it. However, there are a lot of things to be happy about as well. First off is my mom's birthday yesterday. Even if ze boyfriend and I had the huge fight during mom's birthday celebration, I'm still thankful that Mom's happy. :) Second is the grade we got for the major movie report we did for weeks. All the hard work paid off! Wooo :D  Lastly, I got lots of friends who are ready to cheer me up in times like these. I'm blessed for having God, my family and my friends in my life! :">

I should be working on my online onboarding form for JPMC right now. But unfortunately, my sister is using the desktop so I still have to wait for her to finish her homework first. I can't do it here on my lappy because I need a printer connected since I have to print some important documents. What's worse about it, is the link for the online form only lasts for 48hours. Therefore, I must get up early tomorrow morning to finish it! Good thing I'm done with the other requirements. Yayyy

Tomorrow is a new day. It is his big day too, his board exams. If he pass those exams, his life will totally change. More opportunities will come and he will be a Certified Public Accountant. Amazing, eh? :> I wished him good luck earlier but what a hurtful response I got from him. :( Whew anyway, as I said, tomorrow is a new day. Another day, another hope. :)

HOPE -- Hold on, pain ends. Good night! xx

Excited for bed time,
Secret Diary Keeper

Keeping the Faith

Dear diary,

I can't believe it's already October. Happy October 1st everyone! This month is exciting and scary at the same time.

Today was beyond tiriiing!!! Seriously, it was one long heck of a day. But it was a good day! :D I started my day at 7am (which was surprising, by the way since, I don't like getting up from the bed at least 8am :P) to go to the main office to get something for my job requirements. Good thing the processing of it was faster than I expected because JPM has their connections. Oh yeah, the perks. ;)

After the going to the main office, I went right away to JPM office to sign my contract. YES! I confirmed and now, I'm legally an employee of the firm. Yaaayy But since I'm still an undergraduate and haven't completed all my hiring requirements, I couldn't start immediately. Awww boo-hoo! In God's time, in His plans, I would eventually start. Maybe by the 3rd wk of Oct or 1st wk of November. :>

I also failed to attend my first class in Uni because I had to wait for my friend who was scheduled for an interview in the same company. She was scheduled at 3pm and she finished almost 6pm. My class starts at 5pm which is why I didn't make it to first period. :( Therefore, I must work extra hard for all the absences I incurred. And for me to get high/passing mark by the end of the term. *fingers crossed* Pray for meee! :)

I just want to update you guys even just for a little bit. So far it's the most blog-worthy thing I could share. Hope you all had a good day! Good night I must finish editing a video report to be presented tomorrow. It's late. I'm tired. I'm sleepy. But I have to do this. SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK, ya'know. :P


Forever blessed,
Secret Diary Keeper 

So many things to do, so little time!

Dear Diary,

I got good news for everyone! I AM HIRED! 

I received a call yesterday afternoon from Ms. Mary Ann, informing me that I got hired to be a Team Member of the "ASC-D" department. God answered my prayers! Weee :D I am so happy! To be honest, I am starting to lose hope with my dream company but then in times of depression, God always makes a way to turn everything around. I am one blessed individual! :"> Hihi I am excited and nervous about it at the same time. I need to work on my requirements now! But before that, I need to pass all my classes this semester first. I am worried about my Financial Management subject. :( I am in danger and at the brink of failure. I cannot afford to fail!! So, please pray for meee!

There are so many things I'd like to blab about but we have a shoot today at 10am for a school project, so I must go now and do our script. I am the scriptwriter and director. LOL :P Hope my creative mind works well today! I need it! Hahaha. Take care everyone! Love you lotsss xx


Anticipating the future,
Secret Diary Keeper

Feeling Sappy

Dear Diary,

This will be a really short post.

I'm sad. But I do not know why. :(

Apparently, my negative and dramatic self swings in again. Ugghh! Will blog my happy stories tomorrow (I think) when I feel better. Keep safe xx



Sweating every small stuff,
Secret Diary Keeper

Hopeful Heart

Dear Diary,

It's 1:22am already but I'm still up. I just wanna lie down my bed and get a good night sleep, but I don't want to pass up the opportunity of blogging about tonight with the exact feelings I have earlier today. I just got home around 12mn from a job interview in my dream workplace. And I can't sleep because I keep on thinking and hoping that I get hired. I badly want this job!! That explains the title of this blog post.

And it's what I was talking about my previous post. I'm busy working on my employment. I want to work immediately after my class on Oct 13. There just so many things to save for! Aside from that, I'd really want 'this company' to be my first ever job. Who knows? This might be my lifetime job. HAHA

As much as I want to catch up with you guys, I have to sleep already. I'm starting to feel unwell. :( I hope I don't get sick because this coming week is gonna be another busy busy week!

Good night, unicorns! xx


Wishfully Thinking,
Secret Diary Keeper⚡

Busy Bee

Dear Diary,

Yes, I know. I've been on hiatus for too long. I am really sorry to all the readers of this blog! If ever someone reads this. LOL As a matter of fact, I have valid reasons behind my long blogging break.

School has been such a busy world for me in the past two weeks. Everyday I go to Uni, listen to my professors, comprehend each lesson they teach even how unbearable and boring it is to sit on a class with full of technical topics. We are also tasked to do so many presentations, reports and project which I must say are so challenging because it is done by groups. Sadly, my group mates are the kind of people who don't initiate. They don't move unless someone tells them to do so. Anyway, aside from school, there is ze boyfriend who constantly needs my help with his reviewing sessions for his board exams. In less than a month, he'll be taking the most excruciating exam of his life which, hopefully, would result to landing his dream job. :>

As for my career life, I'm currently working on it. October is somehow scaring me! It's the month of my graduation and the start of my work life. I'm utterly nervous and excited about it!! Please pray for me that I get hired by my dream work place. What is that? Let's just say the company's initials are J, P and M. :) It's a multinational company so I think all people around the world knows it. So please, please... Pray for me that I get hired! I have a scheduled interview on Monday with the hiring manager. Pray for meeee! :')

That's all for now. I need to help ze boyfriend in making an incident letter and then I'm heading out to study in a cafe. Have a good day, lovies! Keep safe xx



Having a hopeful heart,
Secret Diary Keeper

Lazy Sunday at Home

Dear Diary,

This will be a quick post because I just snatched this laptop for few minutes from my mom since she's the one who has been using this for the past couple of hours. And I'll be cooking dinner for my family too!

Today has been such a reallyyyy lazy day!! I can't express how lazy I feel throughout this day. I've been lying on my bed ever since we got home from the church and mall. I've been browsing different shopping sites on the internet and I bought few accessories which would perfectly match the new clothes I got. ;) Seriously, I'm becoming more shopaholic than I have ever been. =)) Oh dear mom, sorry but you have to raise my allowance a bit more. LOL :))

I have a list of things to do and I think I'll be cramming for it tonight. Haha! I have a report to finish, a new lesson to study for and a project to work on. Yes I know, I am such a procrastinator for choosing to lie in my bed all day than to do all these important things. :P This will be my last lazy day, I swear! It will be roughly less than a month till I finish college. Few more weeks and I'm off to the corporate world! Wish me luck that I find a prestigious company which will take care of meeee! :D

Oh by the way, I realized I really have a soft spot for cooking. No, I think it's my passion. I stumbled on to a cooking/recipe website and I wanna do all the recipes listed there. Eeeekk! Cooking excites me! Eating gives me foodgasm! HAHA Anywaaay, I must go now. Ciao! xx



Lazy frustrated chef,
Secret Diary Keeper