Dear Diary,
I've been trying not to miss him... But I just can't hold it in anymore. I want to cry. I miss him so much. :( It's wrong to miss him because he doesn't deserve it. But in the battle between Love and Respect? Well, Love always wins even if it's not right anymore. That's why I miss him.
I don't know what to do anymore. I want to feel the rage of anger I used to feel last Thursday night but God healed me so fast that I don't feel any anger anymore. It's difficult being in this situation. This is the first time that I'm not talking to him for daysss.
Oh it is really hard when you get used to something or someone being there all the time. Well, I guess I just need to start getting used to being independent from now on.
But for today... Can I just miss him and cry? This sucks.
Suppressing all the depression,
Secret Diary Keeper :'(
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