NORMAL AND BIPOLAR :P

Dear Diary,

My official post for the day☺

Sooo, what's up with today? Ummm... It's raining! I guess I can't go out anymore. :P Today was just normal. Nothing special, really. I literally just sat around the living room, watched TV series all day (Victorious marathon :>), ate breakfast and lunch, called ze boyfriend a number of times and bummed around. That pretty much sums up my day! And add my 'freaking PMS-ing moment' as well to complete the day. Ha! Isn't it my life exciting? For others it would be like, naaahh that's boring. But for me, to be honest, I enjoy this kind of days where in I don't have to worry for any project deadlines in school, or cram for an exam. Staying at home and lying around all day once in a while is healthy. You get to do all the things you couldn't do when you're busy with school or work. Watching TV or movies relaxes you and make your life more fun and less stressful. Doesn't everyone want that kind of life? ;) Knowing that school will start anytime soon, I'd like to just lie around and relax. Haha!

For the bipolar part, that's just me today. Actually, most of the time I'm bipolar. There are days that I'm really sad and depressed then after a few minutes, I go back to my cheerful self again. It's weird, ya'know. But I'm so fortunate that I have someone who knows how to adjust to my personality and appreciates me with my negative traits. Though I could be worse at times. :P With our almost-3yrs relationship, he knows what to do to me whenever bipolarity strikes. Lol!

Now, I kinda feel bad for not going to ze boyfriend's house today. :( We won't suppose to meet today because he wants me to miss him (yeah he's like that!) but then just a few hours ago, he told me to come over their house. I agreed since I don't have anything much to do anymore. Then the rain came. -___- I have no choice but to cancel. I feel awful for not trying to go to their house. Am I too dramatic? I think so. But I really can't help feeling bad whenever he's all giddy about our plans then I cancel at the last minute.

Ze boyfriend, in case you're reading this, even it is impossible for you to find this blog,
I'm really sorry babe! I'll make it up to you tomorrow. Don't you worry☺

I'm planning  to buy him some Boston Kreme donuts cos donuts are his fave snack. I'll be doing this because I'm one cheesy girlfriend.♡ HAHA! =)) We'll be meeting tomorrow after his class and my enrollment. I can't wait to see and hang out with my blockmates! I missed them so much<3

Alright, this is too much for a normal day. LOL I'm outta here. Kisses for all of you, lovelies! 

Spreading some love,
Secret Diary Keeper


 NP: Best I Ever Had

UGGHHH!!! -.-

Dear Diary,

This will only be a short post! Need to get this out of my system right away!!! I am sooo pissed off right now. I don't know why but I am!!! I guess I'm PMS-ing again since my period will come this week. Oh geez, that was too personal. Sorry for oversharing! -.-

I AM JUST REALLY TICKED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! 

First, I was chatting with ze boyfriend over Facebook and he's just being all moody with me and it's like a virus that I instantly got all moody as well. I tried to keep my composure but my sister just made it worse by being bossy to me. Errr! And what I hate the most about this is that I feel guilty after feeling wazzed. Wazzed is another term for pissed or drunk, by the way. But more like pissed. Got that mood term from Victorious, the TV series.

Seriously, I am a ticking bomb as of now. I better finish Victorious Season 1 and get out of the house!!!
Later! Byeee xx

Still furious,
Secret Diary Keeper

Must Do!

Dear Diary,

This is my second post for this day. Just thought about this while I was taking a shower. Haha! I'm kinda getting addicted to blogging again, huh. Is that good? Anyway... Before my classes start, there are some things I wish to do. So, I'll be posting a list of things I should do that I could not probably do anymore when classes resume. Here it is:

• Watch TV series (Victorious, Keeping up with the Kardashians and New Girl)
• Finish reading Hunger Games Trilogy (so far, I'm in the third book already :D)
• Update my planner
• Write in my diary (and make it a habit, hopefully.)
• Fix my closet and my bed side tabe (it's sooo messy!)
• Fold and sort all my clothes
• Plan ze boyfriend's birthday (It's on June 7th :">)
• Eat Japanese food (just because I'm craving for this right now. Lol!)
• Finish another book (Men are from Mars, maybe.)
• Catch up with Everyday Happy year guide
• Learn to cook a new recipe (I'm sorta excited for this one.)

That's it. I'll update this soon, if ever I wanna add something up or when I'm already done with all these. Good luck to meeee! Good nightie, little ones. :>

~ Secret Diary Keeper

There is always a first time for everything.

Dear Diary,

I experienced two instances of a first-time experience today. Wait, does that made sense? Hahaha. I just never thought I'd give interest in to these kind of things but I did. And now, I feel like I gained more knowledge. It's weird though, because I'm not really easily influenced by other people by I do now. Is that bad? Well, ze boyfriend influenced me today on watching a Batman movie and understanding politics.

He came here again early which of course, made me get up from my bed earlier than normal. He has review class but most students from our Uni who are also taking review class did not go to class because of an event that they are required to attend. Since ze boyfriend has no plans on going to his graduation ceremony (just because he doesn't want to. Like a boss!), he also didn't attend the event. How lazy can he be, right? But he's just like that. When it comes to studies, he does everything he can. Honestly, when we entered the Uni, I thought he would be debarred from the College in our first year. He was really lazy but despite that, he still got high grades. So does that make men more intelligent than women? Hahaha. I don't think so! (biased answer :P) Look at him now, he's done with his degree and now reviewing for an exam which can change his life... Our life. :D Alright, back to my story. When he came, he asked me what do I want to do. Of course I'm still sleepy that time, I just told him to decide. Then he asked me what movie do I have and I told him I have The Dark Knight but I'm not sure if I like it since it is a Batman movie. I don't know why but I have a thing for Batman, negatively. Hahaha! I like Avengers and other cartoon heroes but certainly not Batman. =)) He told me that that movie is good and yes, he convinced me with that right away. Lol! I tried watching and yes, I'm amazed by it. Especially the Batman car! Hihi. :') And I was surprised that the movie played for almost 3hrs! What the heck? But I enjoyed it so much! Ze boyfriend likes Joker by the way. Once, we attended a halloween party and he dressed up as Joker. As for me, I dressed as a pretty zombie. Of course. HAHAHAHA!

We went to the mall after watching the movie. Nothing much, just bought a shirt for his younger brother and window shopped. We can't wait for the soon-to-open eat and drink all-you-can buffet in the mall near us! We'd definitely try it!!! :D We went back to my place to have lunch instead of eating out. As we eat, we watched a debate about politics whether they should impeach a chief justice or not. Normally, I'm not in to politics or any religious issues but surprisingly, it interests me. Until now it's on TV and I'm munching on some pink gummy candy. Yuuuuum! :>

Today is a such a first time experience☺ We should stop being so close minded and start trying out new things. Who knows? Maybe it'll make you a better person. ;)
I'll take a shower in a few. Goodbye for now! Take care, sweet pea!

Lotsa loooove,

Secret Diary Keeper

A Normal Day with Ze Boyfriend♡

Dear Diary,

Today was a some sort of a chillax day with ze boyfriend. We just hung out in their house the whole day. Well, today was ze boyfriend's first day in review school but then he's still enjoying his short vacay so he decided to extend it even just for a day. Talk about being so lazy and such a procrastinator. Lol! He surprised me by calling me really early in the morning just to say that he's on his way to our place. Of course, as surprised and excited as I am to see him, I immediately brushed my teeth and prepped up. Although he saw me still in my jammies. I love wearing slumber clothes, they're so comfy.♡ Don't you guys agree? :)

When he arrived, we watched the movie 'Source Code'. It's like Inception but with a whole different plot. Ze boyfriend likes watching that kind of movie because it makes him think. For most people (like me before), they'll say that kind is confusing and mind boggling which makes people unsatisfied with the movie. But ever since I got together with ze boyfriend, I started loving it. It's amusing whenever we exchange insights though sometimes we disagree on each other then turns into an argument. That's rare though cos we most of the time agree on things. :P

After the movie, he helped me cook breakfast and we ate together even he has eaten breakfast already, because my sister was still asleep that time and I have no one to eat with. It was too early for her to get up from bed. My sister normally eats breakfast at 11am. =))

We left the house around 10am and went to ze boyfriend's place. He needs to cook lunch for his younger brothers and he brought me along. But since he woke me up so early, he told me to take a nap first in his room while he played computer games with his brothers. My nap wasn't exactly a nap though. I slept for more than 2 hours and I failed to help ze boyfriend in cooking lunch. Hahaha! His bed loves me too. I always get a good sleep whenever I stay there. :D In the afternoon, we hung out with some of his friends in their village and ate street food. Street food is my fave late afternoon snack! It's not just cheap, it's tasty too!

Around 7pm, we waited for ze boyfriend's sister to come home so that I could go home already. As we wait, we listened to songs we downloaded and picked those we like to put in our iPod. It was such a relaxing and fun day. :)

Feeling sleepy now. Time to hit the sack! Sweetdreams, unicorns<3 Don't let the bed bugs bite!

Love,
Secret Diary Keeper

FamBam Usual Bonding :)

Dear Diary,

Despite the super duper late bedtime last night, (I slept at 2am last night. Or should I say, morning?) I still woke up the usual time I wake up. I don't why, maybe because I have a alarm clock inside my awesome body. Alright, that was conceited. Haha! Kidding! I just have a hot rocking body. No seriously, I'm just kidding.=)) So back to what I was saying.... I woke up and had breakfast with my family. It was a bit late though for breakfast. My family has a habit of sleeping until 9am and eating up breakfast at 10am which I think should be called brunch. But anyway, we still eat at the right time when it's lunch. We all have a wild stomach! *rawr*


After breakfast, my sister thought of going for a swim and she brought our niece with her. Since I've got nothing to do that time, I tagged along with them. Hence the previous post. :) I also ran up some errands for mom like I bought few supplies for her work, bought my niece a blouse and supposedly buy a light bulb but the hardware doesn't have what I was looking for. Oh yeaah, I met up with ze boyfriend there too. He was with his family because they were buying something in the mall. Ze boyfriend's dad asked him what does he want as graduation gift. About that, it's like this. Ze boyfriend is going to graduate a week from now and it still feels surreal! After all the years of hard work, every inch of it has paid off! We're sooo grateful to God for it. :D Eeekk :"> I can't wait to graduate in the Uni as well! So yeah. Ze boyfriend told his dad that he wants a Topsider shoes and a trip to Singapore. Guess what? He said yes!!! We have been planning about our Singapore trip for months but we still haven't decided about it yet. But now, we're so sure about it already! Aaahhh, there's so much things to look forward to next year!

I. JUST. CAN'T. WAIT!

But no, I should stop anticipating and thinking about all these. I don't want to jinx it or anything! LOL. Just making sure, ya'know. :P

When I was done shopping, I went back home and rest for a bit. Then my family and I went out again to go to the church to hear the mass. My family is a bit on the religious side. Going to the mass is one of our bonding times together. And about 'FamBam', it means Fabulous Family. Something like that. :)) Every after mass, we eat some street food. Food tripping is another thing my family loves to do! It is what ze boyfriend and I do almost all the time too. Most of our dates are about trying out new restaurants, eating weird stuff or anything food related dates. We just looove food so much!

That's how my day went. Fun and fulfilling! ;)
Peace out xx

My sanctuary.

This is a place where I unwind especially if there's a lot of stress in my life. But today, I'm just hanging out here as my niece and sister go in for a swim. Isn't it gorgey? I mean, gorgeous in case you didn't understand that. :)

Now, I'm going to run some errands for my mom. Just need to go to the mall for a short shopping trip. Maybe I'll meet up with ze boyfriend there too! Just maybe. :P

Off to prep up! Byeee xx

Making a new start.

This is my nth blog. I don't remember anymore exactly how many blogs I've had since I was a teenager. Not that I'm already that old. Haha! This blog will serve as my everyday diary. Although it's impossible for me to go online all the time but I will really try to update this blog as much as possible. And since this is some sort of a journal, I'm going to start every post by "Dear Diary" just like how we usually jot down on our journals. :)


So, here it goes.


Dear diary,
This is my first day in this blog. Well, I guess I think I should introduce myself. As if someone would stop me from doing this. :P Sooo... I'm the secret diary keeper. I'm the dreamer, too. I've got big dreams inside this oddly wild mind of mine. My greatest dream is to travel the world with the one I love dearly. Oooohh, I just can't wait to achieve it! And yeah, I have no plans to say my real name because of... Uhh, mystery purposes. Lol Don't you guys think it's much interesting if things are this way? You don't know the person yet you know all his/her stories. I won't have to feel shy to share my boring stories as well. =)) I used to have a blogger account before but I already forgot my log in details. I also have a Tumblr and Posterous account but since I couldn't edit the layout of my posterous acct, I decided to make this one. It's more fun here, I think. My Tumblr just has some reblogged photos which relates to all things that I like and interest me.


Earlier today, I just stayed at home. I was feeling sicky in the morning so I decided not to go out with my friends. That sucked though, I was just lying all day on the bed. Good thing, my mom was up for a movie night so we went to the movie house and watched a chic flick movie. It was fun! The movie was really helluva laugh. :D


Now, I'm just finding the perfect blogskin for this bloggie. It is already midnight from the place where I am and yet I'm still not feeling sleepy. Maybe because I was sleeping all day. Ha! I'm such a bum. :)


So much for this first post. Till next time! Later maybe? Goodnight lovely creatures. Toodles! xx