NORMAL AND BIPOLAR :P

Dear Diary,

My official post for the day☺

Sooo, what's up with today? Ummm... It's raining! I guess I can't go out anymore. :P Today was just normal. Nothing special, really. I literally just sat around the living room, watched TV series all day (Victorious marathon :>), ate breakfast and lunch, called ze boyfriend a number of times and bummed around. That pretty much sums up my day! And add my 'freaking PMS-ing moment' as well to complete the day. Ha! Isn't it my life exciting? For others it would be like, naaahh that's boring. But for me, to be honest, I enjoy this kind of days where in I don't have to worry for any project deadlines in school, or cram for an exam. Staying at home and lying around all day once in a while is healthy. You get to do all the things you couldn't do when you're busy with school or work. Watching TV or movies relaxes you and make your life more fun and less stressful. Doesn't everyone want that kind of life? ;) Knowing that school will start anytime soon, I'd like to just lie around and relax. Haha!

For the bipolar part, that's just me today. Actually, most of the time I'm bipolar. There are days that I'm really sad and depressed then after a few minutes, I go back to my cheerful self again. It's weird, ya'know. But I'm so fortunate that I have someone who knows how to adjust to my personality and appreciates me with my negative traits. Though I could be worse at times. :P With our almost-3yrs relationship, he knows what to do to me whenever bipolarity strikes. Lol!

Now, I kinda feel bad for not going to ze boyfriend's house today. :( We won't suppose to meet today because he wants me to miss him (yeah he's like that!) but then just a few hours ago, he told me to come over their house. I agreed since I don't have anything much to do anymore. Then the rain came. -___- I have no choice but to cancel. I feel awful for not trying to go to their house. Am I too dramatic? I think so. But I really can't help feeling bad whenever he's all giddy about our plans then I cancel at the last minute.

Ze boyfriend, in case you're reading this, even it is impossible for you to find this blog,
I'm really sorry babe! I'll make it up to you tomorrow. Don't you worry☺

I'm planning  to buy him some Boston Kreme donuts cos donuts are his fave snack. I'll be doing this because I'm one cheesy girlfriend.♡ HAHA! =)) We'll be meeting tomorrow after his class and my enrollment. I can't wait to see and hang out with my blockmates! I missed them so much<3

Alright, this is too much for a normal day. LOL I'm outta here. Kisses for all of you, lovelies! 

Spreading some love,
Secret Diary Keeper


 NP: Best I Ever Had