Lately, I'm pressured by the people around me. They're telling me things about myself which they do not like. That I should act more lady-like, think wiser and be more adorable. I was even told once by a person, the one person who I expect to boost my confidence more, that I'm just mediocre--not good, inferior quality. I tried to forget that day but it just hit me like a bullet. It turns out I am not the person they thought I'd be.
And it hurts so much.
I just want to shut myself down from the world. I want to get away, really far away. Where no one could tell me what I should do and be. I'm not a Barbie doll. I may not be perfect but I'm real. I have feelings to be considered.
But I guess that doesn't matter now. Oh life.
Lost and frustrated,
Secret Diary Keeper
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