I'm fine.

Dear Diary,

My title will always be my favorite line and lie. Just to skip on telling people how sad I am.

This day has been very cruel to me. I was looking forward too much for this day in the past weeks and when it came, it seriously hit me hard right at the bottom of my heart. But still, some parts of my day went just... Okay.

Today is ze boyfriend and I's 31st month together, 2 years and 7 months in other words. We have been planning thinking of what to do when the day comes. My suggestion was to try the lovely vintage cafe I've been dying to try. Then he wants to watch a movie, The Dictator. Remember my previous post? We should have watched The Dictator the other day but due to wrong information we got from the internet, we failed watching the movie. Ze boyfriend told me,"maybe it's just not meant to happen today." I think so, too! So we just agreed to watch it on our originally planned date. That's today. Yet, it didn't happen. Ugghh what a downer, right? -.-

I woke up at 6am and called ze boyfriend to say my good morning. Of course the day is so special, I want to make him special as well. He told me he is on his way to review class and I believed him. But somehow after I got off the phone with him, as I lie in my bed, I heard his car alarm sound. First I thought it was just an imagination but when I checked my hunch out, I turn out to be correct. He was walking from the parking lot, going for the entrance of our flat. I hugged him the second I could reach him and greeted him with a kiss He brought back my laptop already, by the way. So, yay I could blog again anytime I want! *thumbs up* I ate breakfast with him as he installed some programs on my computer. We even looked at his kiddo photos, he's such a cutie! LOL Around 10am, we headed out for lunch in the quaint cafe I've been telling you, guys. I was too excited that I even dressed up 3 times for it. Silly me, huh? But before ze boyfriend and I even get to ride in his car , we had a petty argument about not watching the movie anymore because we would be in a hurry in eating just to catch the movie time we wanted. We disagreed about what to do and what should we do and I ended up not talking to him while we were on our way to the cafe.

When we arrived, he hugged me and explained that he really wants to watch the movie but if time won't permit us, we could just do it next time. And so I agreed just to end the petty fight and I also realized how bratty I was being to him. :P As we enter the place, I instantly fell in love again. Aaahh, what a great inspiration for my dream cafe! :> Here are some piccies I took while we were dining:

Fresh flowers as table's centerpiece. Pretty! :3

White wooden chairs with pastel color designs. :>

"Let's have fun today" sign boards at the entrance. :)

Cakes, cakes and more cakes! Who wants some? ;)

I seriously love that pink refrigerator. Eeeek!! :">

I kept on taking photos around the cafe because I love the decors so much, while ze boyfriend read the menu and asked the waitress for the best sellers. The waitresses are very accommodating and friendly. They gave us a free bowl of popcorn, pretzels and marshmallows. Hmm-hmmm! :')

We ordered pumpkin soup since it was a bit cold and windy outside. We could use the warmth that a soup could bring in our bodies. Haha! It was my first time to try pumpkin soup. Pumpkin for me is a vegetable so that's a no-no for me, before. :P I'm getting flexible with my food choices!

Yummy pumpkin soup. Ze boyfriend loved this so much!

This is what I ordered: Homebaked Chicken Parmesan.

Guess why I ordered this.... It has a lot of cheese in it! :D

Ze boyfriend ordered Texas Barbeque Ribs.

He takes his ribs seriously. Yeah. ;)

 We ordered a slice of Tiramisu cake for dessert. Just a so-so.

Everything seemed to be going perfect? Not yet... Just wait.

After eating, he told me that we would watch the movie even if on a later movie schedule. I felt excited once again! But we had to pick up his youngest brother from school first before we could go to the mall. When we reached their house just to drop his brother off, his father called and told him to cook lunch. And it perfectly ruined the plan. -____- I only had 3hours to spare for movie before I go to Uni, but him still having to cook for lunch, it won't allow me to make it right on time for school. Yes, we had another argument, with the same topic and ended with the decision of bringing me home so that I could go to class early. And yes, we ended our celebration that way. What a drag! :|

Then I went to school, cramming for an exam but nothing stuck in my head because cramming does no good. I took the test and I'm unsure how well or bad I did. *crossed fingers for my score* It made me a bit more sad because the test was easy, for real. And yet I still have the possibility of flunking it. :(

Here comes break time. I went at the 2nd floor of our building to buy tea because my throat doesn't feel right. Thinking it would soothe the sore feeling, I bought and drank it all up at once. It made my throat feel much worse. And now, I already have tonsillitis or inflamed throat AND colds. Sheeesh! I don't want to be sick right now. I have upcoming midterm exams next week and I need to have my healthy body and mind to study!

I need to get some rest now. Gonna need so much of it badly for tomorrow! I got 2 exams and there's still no progress for me, as of now. So, good night little dreamerss! I hope you had a good day despite all the problems you are having. Remember, we're all blessed! Let's stay strong! Besides, this too shall pass. :)

Feeling sicky,

Secret Diary Keeper

P.S. This is a horribly long post. Sorry! Haha! I came across a cat  earlier today and I realized I'm scared of them. They creep me out!