Not my Day :(

Dear Diary,

This will be just a quick post. I just really want to vent out the feeling I'm having. This day has been the worst day since classes started. As much as I don't want to say worst, it's the only word that justifies what happened today. There really aren't many bad things but these little bad things made me feel down and worst.

To make the long story short.... See the previous post? I was cramming for a report due earlier today. I fell asleep last night which is why I failed to do it. I woke up 6am and immediately started working on it. I created presentation, sorted topics, watched and downloaded formative related videos, and came up with an amazing crammed report. :) I was feeling proud of myself when I had finished it and felt eager to present it to the class. Little did I know, the technicality of the new gadgets today, famously known as Technology, would ruin my presentation. It took more than 5mins of my reporting time and it resulted to a 3point deduction due to time extension. Ughhh REALLY?!

So now, I'm still feeling the guilt and false hope of having a high mark on that report. Guilt because I crammed for it. False hope because I expected an awesome score for it. Oh life, why can you be so cruel at times?

Still, I'm happy. I got friends who cheered me up. New people I met today who made my day a bit better. Now I am hoping for a better day tomorrow. God, I'm leaving everything in Your hands. Goodnight, dearies! <3


Forever Bipolar,
Secret Diary Keeper


P.S.I skipped my first class to do this report and this is what happened? I shall make up for this. *feeling revengeful* >:))

CRAMMING :(

Dear Diary,

Ooohh, it's been a while since I last posted here. I've been busy with school and social life. LOL Now I'm cramming for a report on Management Information System. It's seriously killing me. I hate writing reports and presenting it in front of our class. It's just too stressful for me. Haha! But I gotta finish this, so off I go. :)

Will update this later and catch up on all things I missed. Toodles xx

Happy Fathers' Day :)

Dear Diary,

I have just eaten my late lunch with ze fambam. We visited my dad in the cemetery. My dad died when I was  at 6th grade. Awww :( I miss him so much! Even though we weren't really close when he was still alive. It's one of my regrets in life. How I wish I tried to bond with him and be close to him. I love you, Dad! :)

Last night was a fun night! Ze boyfriend and I went out to have our date night. Our date night is usually a dinner + movie date. We tried a new restaurant and they sell amazing soy garlic chicken wings! We ate them with bare hands and it was sooo gooood! Finger lickin' good like Kentucky Fried Chicken. :P Haha! We checked out the gourmet market as well. There are a lot of free tasting last night! Yummy tiny cupcakes! If I could just buy and eat everything, my tummy would have fireworks inside it. Lol! :)) I also bought my favorite tea with cream cheese! Eeeekk I feel like craving for it again now. I hope ze boyfriend would read this and come over to bring me one. :D

We watched Prometheus which is a sci-fi kind of movie. Not really my kind of beans but it was good! Just a bit of a bore at the start with all the talking and stuff. The pacing of the movie was also somehow slow. Or was I just excited for the action parts? Haha! All in all, it was a 7 over 10. :) But ze boyfriend loved it, as expected. He's a guy! All guys like sci-fi films, right? Then we went home by 2am. Yes 2 in the morning! That's why I'm still sleepy right now. *yawn*

As of the moment, I'm watching 21 Jumpstreet with my stepdad here in the living room. We're going out again later to attend the mass. Happy Fathers' Day to all awesome dads out there! Keep rockin'!✌

I got an interview tomorrow for a part time online tutor but I' having doubts about it. Translation: Having such a lazy a$$! HAHA Still deciding whether I'll show up tomorrow. :P I'm going to read my newly downloaded books in my sister's iPad. Airhead by Meg Cabot is such an interesting read! Cheerio mates! :)


Feeling blessed and lucky,
Secret Diary Keeper

GOOD NEWS!!!

Dear Diary,

The company called me again! Just a few minutes after I hit publish for the previous post, my phone rang. I was excited and nervous at the same time to answer it when I saw the caller. Eeeekk! It's them, again! They said they have received my resume and application for Research Analyst. They have asked me some questions and I answered them confidently. But when I told them I am still a student, they explained to me that they require a fresh graduate. That means, I am in no position to apply for it. Awwww! Boo-hoo! :(

I'm still happy now, though. At least, God heard my prayers and He didn't let it be another missed opportunity. I also have asked the company if they offer internship programs. To my surprise, they do! They'll pass my resume to their Human Resource Department so that they could call me again if ever I'm invited to an interview. Shocks! I badly need an internship or a part time work. :)


Hopeful and happy,
Secret Diary Keeper☺

Don't Sweat The Small Stuff

Dear Diary,
Uhh... I do not know how to start this. I've been feeling a bit down since this week started but I just kept on shoving the feeling away so that I won't feel lonely and depressed. What frustrates me most is that I don't know exactly why I'm being like this. :( Although there are some things which happened yesterday that made me feel more this way.

First, I got a call from a prestigious company that I have passed my application for employment to. The down part? I missed the call!!! Stupid me My phone has always been on silent mode and I didn't realize they were calling me, twice! Geez. I really hope they call me again! My phone is on loud mode now. Haha! Although what I'm really looking for is just a part time job since I'm still studying. God, please don't let this be a missed opportunity.

Second, I feel like I'm about to catch a cold. My whole body is in pain, my back specifically. This is why I don't like sleeping in an air conditioned room, it makes my muscles stiff and body pain a lot worse. :| I just hope I won't get sick. I can't bare not going to Uni and miss a lot of lessons. It's too crucial for my last term!

Third and lastly, I couldn't stop thinking about ze boyfriend's case. But this is something I couldn't pinpoint what's wrong. I have a little bit of an intuition but I guess it's just me thinking too much. Ughhh I hate this feeling! Can I just shut myself down? -____-

Then I saw my book "Don't Sweat The Small Stuff". I haven't opened even a page of that even I bought that book months ago. I'll be reading it after I'm done with Mockingjay (Hunger Games Trilogy). Books will keep my mind preoccupied with much important things. :D

Off to take a shower now! Imma see boyfriend in a couple of hours. Take care, cake pops!


Hoping for a good day,
Secret Diary Keeper

Sweet Morning Surprise

Dear Diary,

Right now, I'm lying on the bed beside ze boyfriend while he's taking a nap. This is what I call a really goooood morning! :') I woke up early today and called up Babe to check on how he's feeling. He was a bit sick yesterday due to his cough and colds. On the phone, he told me that he's on his way to review and couldn't text me because he ran out of load already.

Being such a thoughtful girlfriend, I went out to go for a little walk and dropped by a convenience store to buy some credits for him. But on my way back home, the rain suddenly poured and I didn't have an umbrella with me. It shocked me when the rain came. It is a sunny cold weather out there, anyway. And since I'm more of a fish in the water than a cat who hates to bathe, I still continued walking going back home which is only a 5minute walk from the store. When I was out to unlock our door, I realized it was double locked from the inside. I knocked for several times till an older family friend of us (who also lives with us) opened the door for me. She asked me where did I go at such early morning. As I was explaining everything to her, I realized a familiar bag is placed on the sofa in the living room. I started to clear my wet eyes to meticulously examine who's bag it is. The it hit me, it's ze boyfriend's!!! I shouted his name, my eyes quickly searching for him. Then there he was, standing behind the front door, silently laughing. :D We sat on the couch to talk about our plans for the day. Turns out, he was really going to surprise me this morning. :"> He felt lazy going to class and just wants to watch a basketball game with me today. Awww! :')

That's all! Hahaha. I'll be cooking now because I'm already incredibly hungry. Lol! Have an amazing day ahead of you guys! Peace out! ✌


Rain wet and surprised,
Secret Diary Keeper☺

Some Kind Of Wonderful

Dear Diary,

I just got off from the phone with ze boyfriend. He's on his way home from review class. Surprisingly, he isn't having a hard time talking to me on the phone while driving. That's new. I wonder what's up with him today? Hmmm. Alright I must stop this instant, I'm over thinking simple things again. Why am I like this? -.- Lol.

Instead of the dinner out at a Japanese restaurant plan, we had a date in a vintage diner yesterday. I said vintage because of the ambiance of the place. It felt like I was back to 1970's or 80's. There are lots of colorful paintings of the album covers of Beatles, U2, Madonna and many other artist I'm not really familiar to. Ze boyfriend and I ordered pizza, Al Tonto (Cheese, Tomato chunks and Tuna), and a white sauced pasta with hungarian sausages. It was our first time to try that diner near ze boyfriend's place which is why what we ordered were really more than what we could eat. We didn't know that all the food on their menu were done in big servings. I had to take home the rest of the pizza because we were both feeling nauseous already from all the food we eat. We had caramel milk tea also before going to the diner. Yummmyyy~ Ze boyfriend had to go home early that night too because of an emergency at home. Sadly, his father was bitten by their dog. :(

When I woke up this morning at 5am, my eyes still bleary as it was too early for my wake up time, I saw a tulip on the side of my bed. I honestly thought ze boyfriend came in to surprise me. But then it was just the paper tulip he gave me last Valentines day which is beautifully placed on my bedside table. It must have had fallen down while I was peacefully sleeping last night. :P So much for expecting for surprises! Haha!

I'm off to read some of my favorite blogs and work on my to-do list for today. Gotta do what girls gotta do! Ciao!


Surprise Junkie,
Secret Diary Keeper

J'adore films français

Dear Diary,

Bonjour les amis! Feeling a bit Frenchy today. Haha! I was supposed to blog about this last night but I was too tired to do it. If ever I did it last night, my post would surely be a lousy one. I slept at 3am already and of course, my mind doesn't work well anymore at the time of the night morning. LOL

Hmmm, so basically yesterday I just stayed at home. There was nothing really special that happened yesterday. I still locked myself in my room for half of the day since I'm still on a cold war with Mom. Yeah I talk to her only when she talks to me, but I don't initiate. Yes, I'm a bit of a prideful person at times. Boo! Anyway, during the time that I was just lying in my bed in my room, I just used my phone to chat with some friends living abroad. I talked to my close friend from Hawaii and ze boyfriend's cousin from Singapore. Sometimes, I want to trade places with them even just for a day so that I could travel to where they're living. I really loooove travelling! My conversation with ze boyfriend's cousin was a heart-to-heart talk. She told me what she's been going through, how hard it has been for her since the last time she visited me. What a shocking news I heard about her! Even how much I want to share, I couldn't tell you guys, it's a secret between us. :( She has been almost like a sister to me. We got close to each other easily even before ze boyfriend and I got together. It saddens me that her life is not going the way she want it to be and she's going through it all by herself. How I wish I could teleport to where she's staying and take care of her. But despite that, I know for sure she'll make it. She's a strong woman now. :)

For the other half of the day yesterday, here's what happened. I just went out with my family to hear the mass and went home right away after. My mom talked to me during the mass if I'm okay and we fixed things between us. Haha! Thank God that's over. :P My mom and sister left to go home (our old house where my mom usually stays) after having dinner. Now, I'm staying all alone in our flat but I'm used to it. I used to stay in a dormitory in my early years in Uni. Oh, I won't forget the transition stage I had there. I was crying for almost a month cos of home-sickness. Haha! I was so used to staying in our house with my crazy family. =))

Almost midnight last night, a friend of mine from Uni told me that there's a French Film Festival event this coming week and she's asking me to come with her. And that's the meaning of my title, "I love French Films!" I am also in the mood to go out so I agreed to her invitation. We're still planning what day this week we would come to watch. The schedule of the movie we want is a bit conflict with our class schedule. We're still on the process of planning everything! :P But I'm reallyyyy excited! I stayed up all night last night just to watch the trailers of the French films. And have I told you that the movie admission is FREE?! Yeah, seriously... It is really free!!! Awesome right? :D

Some guy also asked me out for coffee. Yeaaahhh, it's not a date but I'm feeling uncomfy about the idea having coffee with him, alone. Just the two of us. It's also because it would be our first time to go out together and we aren't really close. So yeah, I just told him I'll ask ze boyfriend first. He knows him anyway! Lol. Today, ze boyfriend and I have plans! Yay! We're eating out on a Japanese restau and he'll treat me to a tea cafe nearby. I need my tea fix now! ;)

Have a great day ahead, lovely mates! Prenez soins de beautés


Au revoir,
Secret Diary Keeper

Dream Echo 20095

Dear Diary,

I fought with my mom this morning. That's what is behind the previous post I wrote. It's very frustrating for me whenever we fight. I don't usually fight with my mom because I have a good relationship with her but there really are some days that she won't understand my point. And she would use her "motherly authority" just to win in every argument we would have. Whenever she does that, I just don't say a thing. There's no point in explaining my side if she has already judged me. Right? Might as well keep everything to myself. Besides, I'm at right age to know what's right from wrong.

Because of what happened, I locked myself here in my room. I've been in front of my lappy for more than 7hours already and I can feel my eyes becoming droopy now. LOL I read blogs all day and joined Pottermore! It's surprisingly fun. I am a huge fan of Harry Potter books and movies! I honestly think it's the best wizardry literature ever. :D I got all the books and I'm keeping it cos I want my kids to read it too someday. If ever I'll have kids. :P Dream Echo 20095 is my Pottermore username and I am a proud Ravenclaw. Ohyeaaa!!! Although I really like to be in Gryffindor just because Harry Potter is sorted there. But I realized don't want to join the Harry Potter bandwagon. Ravenclaws have excellent wit and must I say, genius! Haha! And oh, I have a wand too! I do wish it was for real. :)) It is made of Ash wood with a Phoenix feather core. It's size is 12 and quarter inches and they said it is "Unyielding". That sounds great, right? :)

I'm enjoying Pottermore so much! I'm just waiting for my potion to brew. I'm making an antidote to common poisons. Hihi! I'm sounding like a real nerd now. Well you guys should join Pottermore! Then add me up as a friend, okay? Have a good night ahead, fellow wizard dreamers! ;)


Frustrated Hermione Granger,
Secret Diary Keeper

Rant, Rant, Rant

Dear Diary,

You know those days when you try to wake up really late just so you don't feel sad and lonely? That sleeping is far better than waking up and dealing with people who never understands you? The feeling that even though you've done nothing but keep silent, they still find ways to be mad at you and tell you how bad of a person you are? That even if you try to be the best but it's still not enough for them?

That's exactly what I feel today. I won't say a thing anymore because it doesn't matter anymore. They have judged me already, so what's the freaking point of reasoning out? They'll never understand. What I need now is the strength not to break down and cry. A time alone all by myself. :(


Life can be really unfair.


Trying to keep everything inside,
Secret Diary Keeper

SHACKLED?

Dear Diary,

Sooo, I just got home from school. Naaahh, actually I got home more than an hour ago. But I'm still resting before I take a shower. Some things are bothering me again and I want to admit and be honest about it because I learned before that the more a person denies something, the more the situation worsens. So yes, I'm worried sick and utterly on the brink of breaking down. Well, I sorta broke down awhile ago. Just a little, tiny bit. I felt sad and tired so I cried without being aware I was already crying. But that's just about 2mins or something. :P

Hmmm, what in the world is bothering me anyway? I honestly do not know. But I think it started with the dream I had this morning. It was about ze boyfriend and the girl I've been jealous to. Not really jealous, I just dislike her. I don't want her talking to ze boyfriend or interacting with him. I don't want them to be friends, for short. There are really people once in your life that whatever you do with them, you don't get to like them. You just don't get along together. And I think, that's the case with her. I tried being friends with her for more than 5months but then things happen you don't expect and just made me despise her. Yes, despise!!! I even wished before that she would be non existent in our lives. But I guess, you just have to accept reality and try to be mature when you encounter these kind of people. Anyway, about my dream. It was about them and ze boyfriend lying to me about going out with her. Yeah, my dreams kinda ruin my outlook in life and trust with my boyfriend. Haha! And when I woke up, I called babe and told him about it. As usual, he told me it was just a dream and nothing like that would happen. I believe him. :)

So what's wrong? Everything seems to be running smoothly, right? Let's just say I'm insatiable. Once I'm triggered by something, I become cranky and worries a lot the whole day. I don't get contented even how much cheer up words ze boyfriend or anyone tells me. Though sometimes it works. ;) But today is just far different from any other day. The dream bothered me a lot. It made me remember all the bittersweet memories I had. All the anger and sadness I felt before. I realized I wasn't completely healed. Not yet.

This resulted to a silent war with ze boyfriend. We were sending each other cold messages. Good thing I had a class today and it kept my mind off for awhile. Oh no, who am I kidding? I was even thinking about it during class. :( I stopped texting him instead when I arrived school. Thankfully, he figured that we're not really okay and started being all sweet again. He persuaded me and fixed things between us. We're all good now but I think we still both need to learn to understand and be entirely open to each other. THE END </3

Another horribly long post, sorrryyyy!!! LOL Gonna take a shower now. It's still early and yet I feel sleepy already! :P Goodnight sweethearts! :>


Reading between the lines,
Secret Diary Keeper

Absent Trouble Uh-Oh

Dear Diary,

Woah. I have not posted for 3days? Well, that's new. LOL I've been busy with school my friends and ze boyfriend. Haha! Imagine, the only day I attended class this week was the first day of school. That explains the title of this post. I am absent troubled already. On my freakin first week! Geez. =))

This is what happened the past days. Hihihi

I was absent on my second day because I was over at ze boyfriend's house. It was raining so hard that day. We had lunch at his place and watched TV together. Our usual lunch dates. :P But 2hours before my class, because it's raining, I felt cozy and fell asleep on their couch. And when I woke up, it's past the time of my first class. I instantly panicked and asked ze boyfriend what happened. He told me he didn't bother waking me up cos he thought I looked so tired that he just let me doze off. At the back of my mind, I think he just doesn't want me to leave his place yet. Haha! I stopped worrying and just enjoyed the rest of the day. We watched a movie about Ace Ventura and nature. Something like that. :)) I just called up some of my blockmates and asked what they did in school. Turns out, also only one professor came in that day. Lucky meeee! :D

Yesterday, I purposely didn't go to school. I have planned for it even before the school starts. It's because yesterday was Ze Boyfriend's birthdaaaaay!!! Oh yeaaahh! Party twiime! LOL My surprise would supposedly go something like this. Ze boyfriend and his dad went shopping for food as early as 4 in the morning. I was supposed to sneak in their house before they even come home so that I could set up the cakes I bought. Unfortunately, I failed to win over my sleepy body. Haha! Hello?! I should wake up at 4am and be at their house around 5am? That's like forcing a kid to eat veggies and sleep in the afternoon. Waking up that early requires another person dragging me out of bed. I'm a morning person but I normally get up at 6 or 7am. So, I just took a shower as quick as I can and went to his house before 7am because he said we'll be leaving at 8am. I brought him 2 small cakes and a box of his most favorite snack in the world, DONUTS. :> Well, I think that paid off. He liked it anyway! I hope so. :P

These are the two cakes I bought for Ze Boyfriend: Boston Kreme and Mocha Avalanche
(I blurred out the shop where I bought these. LOL)

We went nature tripping yesterday! We set up a sort of camp with the bonfire and everything. We grilled food for our lunch and swam in the pool nearby. It was simple yet fun celebration! We took lots of pictures as well, even under water! LOL And when the sun was about to set, we packed up and went back to ze boyfriend's house. We rested for a few minutes and went out again because I planned a birthday dinner treat for him! This time, it was just us two. I reserved a table for us in an eat-and-drink-all-you-can buffet. We both loved it! There are various cuisines we could choose to, even raw seafoods! Aaaahhh... I can't wait to come back! Pigging out is one of our favorite things to do on a date. Haha!

At the end of the night, after almost 4hour of eating, we felt our tummies all filled up with yummy food. Ze boyfriend couldn't even stand up straight while we're walking back to the parking lot. Haha! I must say, I really had fun that night! It felt like it was my birthday. ;)

Will post other photos when I get a copy from ze boyfriend's sister. I'm starving now! I better eat and get ready for school now. It's my fourth day and I only have 1hr class -.- Toodles, pretty unicorns!♡


Forever loving food,
Secret Diary Keeper



P.S. You guys must think that I am a fat young adult with humongous legs and arms, right? Fortunately, I eat like an elephant yet I weigh less than 100lbs. Would you call me lucky? :P

Wet hair, don't care

Dear Diary,

First day of school today!!! Officially. HAHA I'm not really excited for today. I don't know why! I just feel like I'm not prepared yet. :P Well, nothing special happened today. Just had some chitchat sesh with my friends and catched up with their lives. Only one professor came and he's our professor in Advance Accounting 2. He was, uhh... Boring. My professor's face is not familiar to me, haven't seen him in our building for the past 4yrs I'm studying there. I thought he's new. Turns out, teaching in our college is just his part time job. Anyway, our class with him only lasts 1hour every Tues, Thurs and Saturday. Thank God! :)) Lol. In the next hours of my class, no professor came so it was free time. I went out with my friends to grab a drink and talked about random things. It was fun catching up with them! :)

I went straight to the mall after class to meet up with my family and I bought a lip balm cos my lips are always chappy the past few days. It's my first time to buy something from Maybelline. It's not my usual brand for make up (not that I wear make up everyday. Haha I'm just a lipgloss and powder kind of girl. :>) but since my friends told me Maybelline has a chapstick that's good for my chappy lips, I gave them a try. ;) I was even confused on what to pick between these two:

             

The one on the  left side is Maybelline's Lip and Tint Balm while the one on the right is Baby Lip Balm. I chose the Baby balm since it has higher SPF than one with lip tint. Although I like my lips to always have a color, the more pigment a lip balm has, the more it dries up my lips. So I bought the Smooth Cherry flavaaahh (the 2nd one from the left).

Alright, enough of the girly beauty topic. Change of subject now.

I have promised that I'll tell you what happened yesterday. So here it is. Hmmm, I went over at ze boyfriend's because he didn't attend his class. Again. LOL He stayed up all night before yesterday which is why he failed to wake up early to come to his review. What a diligent student, isn't he? We watched a horror movie entitled Grave Encounters. It was like Paranormal Activity. It didn't scare me that much, I'm braaaave!!! Hihi. We also cooked lunch and had the money talk. Then I went home early that day too because it's the first day of class the next day.

That's pretty much everything. Ugghhh I feel so lousy while typing these things. I don't have the drive to write today. I guess my mind is too tired already. Sorry for the nonsense post. :( Oh wait I received a news from our block president. He's migrating somewhere, which means he won't be our blockmate this term. Awww! Sad sad news for tonight. We will miss you, Nics!

Hitting the sack now! Goodnight dearies and good morning to all people on the other side of the world :> Pray before anything else. Keep safe xx


Lousy and sleepy,
Secret Diary Keeper


P.S. Went to school with wet hair and I don't care. That's the meaning behind my title. LOL

Can't help it!

My body seems to be shutting down already. No, I'm not dying. But my body wants my bed and needs rest. Seriously. I can't help my eyes from closing even I'm typing these words. Sorry guys, I really want to tell you about everything that has happened today (I was with ze boyfriend the whole day :P) but I just can't anymore. I honestly don't have control with my body right now. Even my brain doesn't work anymore. So if there's any grammatical or typographical errors in this post. Apologies, my friend! :)

Off to dreamland. *half eyes closed* Goodnight mates! :D

Growing up is scary.

Dear Diary,

Today is life changing. But I'm not sure if this is good or bad.

Since this year 2012 started, I've been slacking with everything in my life that I haven't thought about my real life priorities. I'm kind of person who enjoys every single day as it is. Cherishing each moment and not letting each day pass without appreciating how great life is. With that in mind, I forgot that I have set of responsibilities to be taken care of, for my family's future. I'll be soon a breadwinner of our family but I still think I lack the maturity of a young adult. And to be honest, all these changes that are bound to happen are pressuring me. It's really scary.

So many things are happening in our family right now. Let's say, we're having a life crisis or some sort. And we had the talk after hearing the mass. In our family, I'm the eldest and the quiet type when it comes to serious matters. I don't just react, I think first before saying anything. And as I listen to my mom and my sister talking (my Dad died when I was in 6th grade), I realized that my family will soon depend on me. All my relatives are expecting me to help mom financially and act more like an adult now. I don't really have a problem with that. I knew this would happen but I was just caught off guard. I didn't thought that all these changes would come sooner than soon. But I ain't complaining! I love my life and my family which is why I'm willing to leap an extra mile for them. :)

Before going to bed, I've been thinking of my future plans. What I should do and must accomplish within 5years. Hmmm. Maybe I'll list down a 5-year bucket list here! I think that would help me a bit with all my worries. There are just so many things running in my mind right now and it's frustrating. I'm still on vacay and yet I'm stressed out already. Oh dear, I'm too young for all these!!! Haha :))

Today is also a special day for ze boyfriend and I. Hihi! :"> I slept over in his place last night after attending his childhood friend's party. We went to the party with his sister and his sister's boyfriend. It was fun! We drank Jägermeister and it was my first time to try it. Uggghh, it gave my throat and stomach an eerie kind of warmth. See how innocent my body reacts with alcohol? Lol. Good thing, I know how to control myself and didn't end up drunk by the end of the night. Cheers to that! :P

Sorry if this post seems to have ideas scattered all over. My thoughts are out of order at the moment and it's crazyyy. Haha Please bare with me, thank you! :>


One bothered young lady,
Secret Diary Keeper


P.S. The number 3 is a very special number for ze boyfriend and I. :')

Creative Mind, WHERE ART THOU?

Dear Diary,

Ever since I started blogging in here again, I realized that it has been difficult for me to think of a title for every post I'm doing. Feels like my mind has been on hiatus for so long that the right side of my brain seems not to work anymore. Does that what sleeping all day routine do? It frustrates me that I couldn't find the creative me. :( I hope I find my artistic self once again... Soon.

Anywaaaayyy... Let's get to what really happened the past 2 days I didn't post.

Last thursday was my enrollment day. It's surprising cos I finished enrolling within 5mins. Perks of being a senior student! Yes, I'm a senior and this is my last term in the Uni. Yay for me! In a few months I'll be done with studying and start working my a$$ off to earn moneeehhh. LOL Though I'm still thinking if I should immediately take my masters after graduating College or just work for a year then go back to school. Hmmm. Yeah, we'll see about that. After enrolling, I met up ze boyfriend and we went to their house. We first stopped by the grocery to buy food that we'll cook for lunch. We ate Beef Teriyaki! Yum :D We had a petty argument that day but it was just a blah. I also went to his place to watch him play basketball with his Highschool friends. Ze boyfriend came from an exclusive school for boys which means, he didn't have any girl as friends back then. He played 2 games and after that, he walked me home. Before I wasn't fond of basketball, but when we got together, I learned to love the sport. No playing for me though, I'm just the cheerleader! :P

Yesterday was my sister's birthday. It's her 19th! We went for Japanese since my sister is craving for it! (Secretly craving for it too. Hihi!) My mom and sister decided to just party at home instead eating out for dinner. So, ze boyfriend and I went out to buy the food and drinks. And with drinks, I mean beer! Though I don't like liquors that much, I still try to drink moderately and occasionally. But ze boyfriend drinks a lot. That's understandable, he's a guy! Most guys like to drink, right? He's more of a hard liquor kinda guy. Once, he drank beer with my cousins for the first time and he ended up hugging our toilet bowl as he puked himself away. HAHA That night was EPIC! Really! He didn't go home cos he was too drunk and kept laughing all night. That's how he gets drunk! Beers are his weakness! But now... Let's just say he's more beer-trained. Back to last night, we just pigged out, drank beers till our tummy feels like it's filled with air and took lots of videos while my stepdad, my sister's boyfie and ze boyfriend sang their hearts out. It was fun family night!

These are what we ordered: Scorpion Maki, Mt. Fuji Roll, California Maki, American Dream Maki and Boston Roll.

We also ordered Korean fried chicken over the phone. We had full tummies by the end of the night! :D

Since it was raining so hard last night (Good decision Mom for not going out!), ze boyfriend slept over. But he went home early in the morning (that's today) cos his Dad is looking for him already. And yeah, I forgot. Yesterday was ze boyfriend's supposed-to-be graduation, but he didn't attend which is why he was with me the whole day. :)

As for today, I'll just stay home and maybe catch up with the zzzz's. But before that, gonna browse first some  graduation photos uploaded by ze boyfriend's mates.

I'm sorry for the horribly long post. I hope I didn't bore you guys to death! Haha Toodles!

Dozing off,

Secret Diary Keeper♡ 

 NP: Thinking Of You

Sleep Deprived :(

Aaaahhh! I'm sooo sleepy *yawns* My eyes kept on drooping! I haven't had decent sleep since last night. Yesterday was my sister's birthday so we drank all night. Actually it was just ze boyfriend and my stepdad. They both love drinking eh. =)) Okay, I can't help my eyes from shutting anymore. Will update this tomorrow, I promise! Goodnight! :>