Don't Sweat The Small Stuff

Dear Diary,
Uhh... I do not know how to start this. I've been feeling a bit down since this week started but I just kept on shoving the feeling away so that I won't feel lonely and depressed. What frustrates me most is that I don't know exactly why I'm being like this. :( Although there are some things which happened yesterday that made me feel more this way.

First, I got a call from a prestigious company that I have passed my application for employment to. The down part? I missed the call!!! Stupid me My phone has always been on silent mode and I didn't realize they were calling me, twice! Geez. I really hope they call me again! My phone is on loud mode now. Haha! Although what I'm really looking for is just a part time job since I'm still studying. God, please don't let this be a missed opportunity.

Second, I feel like I'm about to catch a cold. My whole body is in pain, my back specifically. This is why I don't like sleeping in an air conditioned room, it makes my muscles stiff and body pain a lot worse. :| I just hope I won't get sick. I can't bare not going to Uni and miss a lot of lessons. It's too crucial for my last term!

Third and lastly, I couldn't stop thinking about ze boyfriend's case. But this is something I couldn't pinpoint what's wrong. I have a little bit of an intuition but I guess it's just me thinking too much. Ughhh I hate this feeling! Can I just shut myself down? -____-

Then I saw my book "Don't Sweat The Small Stuff". I haven't opened even a page of that even I bought that book months ago. I'll be reading it after I'm done with Mockingjay (Hunger Games Trilogy). Books will keep my mind preoccupied with much important things. :D

Off to take a shower now! Imma see boyfriend in a couple of hours. Take care, cake pops!


Hoping for a good day,
Secret Diary Keeper