HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

Dear Diary,

Oh geez, it's year 2013 already!

Time flies really fast. I am not sure if that's a good thing, though.

2012 has been a bittersweet year for me, but mostly sweet. But if could sum up my 2012 in 1 word, it will be blessed. Blessed because I have my family with me despite the ups and downs of life. I have known who my real friends are, those that won't say a fvcked up shit behind my back. And I have my ever supportive and loving boyfriend to give encouragement when I am at the brink of giving up and losing hope. Lastly, I have a God who never fails me. He has always been there for me in my whole life, making each day blessed. So, for all those people who has been part of my 2012 (hopefully still in the following years you'll stay), thank you from the bottom of my heart. :)

Well I just hope they could read this message. Haha!

Right now, I am in the office and I am in the mood to blog and rant all the things in my mind. Yes, I have spent the New Year's Eve here in the office. Another first time for me.

I've been having a bit of a bad day earlier. Mainly because the train stopped operating at an earlier time. Which means, I must take a cab going to work. Wrong timing. I didn't have cash with me. But I still went on, rode the cab and told the driver to stop when I saw a bank where I could withdraw money from. Aside from the train problem, I was seriously running late for work. I only had 40mins to travel (my travel time is normally 1 hour & a half) because of an unknown phone call which made my bad mood much worse. Later did I know that it was my colleague who was calling me. He was trying to call everyone in his contacts to check if the network is busy or not. I was on grumpy mood when I answered his call because he was chappy and I didn't know at that time that it was him. I even thought it was just a prank call from my family.

Speaking of this colleague, let's call him JV. Well, he's an acquaintance actually. I met him because he was the one who assisted me on my requirements in the company. He talks to me through chat then he got my number and in the past weeks, he's trying to connect with me by inviting me over some coffee or dinner which I purposely reject each time. I'm kinda mean, noh? But it's because I had to. :P I had to turn him down because I don't want to be in sticky situation with ze boyfriend. Yeah I know it'll be just a friendly date, but I know for sure he won't agree to it. Then later, when I added JV in Facebook, he knew that I have a boyfriend and he was so sorry if he made me feel like he was hitting on me or something. We cleared everything out and yet, he still texts me every single day, before and after work. He still invites me out and calls me. My team-mates tell me that the guy obviously likes me but I don't want to assume. All I could offer right now is friendship.

So yeah. I arrived in the office right on time. Even had the time to put on make up (powder + lipgloss). And here I am, working my butt off, though there aren't a lot of work today since it's New Year's Eve! Yayyy!

And oh by the way, it's not Will or Plane who gave me gifts last Christmas. It was my co-new hire who gave me those cute presents in the Kris Kringle activity we had. Okay Jane, wrong hunch. -___- But Will really looks good today with his new haircut. Hihi! Too bad you have a longtime girlfriend (5yrs!!! Omggg who can compete with that??), I can't have a crush on you. LOL Joooke :P

That's all I can say... For now. Haha! I hope you guys have an awesome year! Let's all hope for the best in 2013. Happy New Year! :D



Sparkling like a firework,
Secret Diary Keeper