This is one thing I hate the most about myself, I am never satisfied with anything.
Although not all the time, but still. I always crave for something better, especially with myself. That's why sometimes I become too hard on myself. I become depress when I don't reach my expectations on my performance.
Just like today at work. We had an assessment exam. Our trainer handed us our results just now and I did not get the highest score this time. Last time I was the highest and the rest of my co-trainees failed the exam. I just wished I perfected the exam and not slack off. Whew! -____-
But if you come to think of it, I have a pretty good score, 94/100? The highest got 97. I just feel like I could have done better. I could have a higher score than anyone else in the team. I knew I could perfect it.
But I didn't. What a downer. :(
On a brighter side, this could be my motivation in our next assessment exam. And I can't wait to do better and show them I can be the best! Aaacck! I am so competitive >.< Please pray for me that I get a high mark tomorrow! Thank you so much, mates!
Cheerio xx
Trying to be the best at work,
Secret Diary Keeper
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