Toxic Week

Dear Diary,

Yes, it's been awhile. Our internet at home was disconnected for almost a week. And we just figured out yesterday that a wire was not plugged in to the internet that's why it was not working. How lame for us not to notice that. Lol! With work, on the other hand, well... I definitely had a toxic week O_O There are some great sides to it, though.

First, I was moved to another team. Actually no, they included me to another team which does a whole different process. Therefore, I am so preoccupied doing 2 daily tasks and monthly tasks. It's good because I feel productive each day and I don't feel sleepy at work anymore. But by the end of the day, I really feel tired and restless. Add the fact that I am having a hard time sleeping lately. I only get 4-5 maximum hours of sleep and thus constantly waking up and coming to work late. :( Yet, still not complaining. I am, by far, still enjoying the work I am doing. I just really hope I won't feel like I'm stuck in a rut. Cos when that happens, I might quit. Or not. Haha! We'll just see. :D

Second, the later the time I get out of the office, the more chance I get to bond with some of my officemates. We usually eat after work, talk about each others' lives and random stuff. And more money I must say. Overtime work pays more! Haha! =)))

Third, my mind gets off a little while from the worries I should be thinking about regarding ze boyfriend. I am the clingy type of girlfriend, right? So whenever ze boyfriend doesn't text or call me, normally (before) I'd be feeling paranoid and grumpy towards him. But with all the work I'm doing, well... I don't have time for emotional and nonsense things. :P You may call me a robot now since I can't be sad when I have something to be sad about.

Speaking of him, ze boyfriend is on a silent retreat with his co-workers. That doesn't bother me much anymore since I trust him more now. Yayy for me! LOL But the sad part is, we won't be seeing each other this weekend. Boo-hoo! :(


By the way, something is... I don't know, bothering me? I have a situation with my co-worker/ex-classmate here. She thinks, I am competing with her over a guy. This guy is "Plane". I've told you about him before, right? Plane and I became close friends recently. And he told me he's attracted to me. I told him that I used to have a crush on him as well. There's nothing between us, really. We're just two people happened to find each other attractive (cos we are? HAHA!) and stayed as friends instead. And yet, some narrow-minded people thinks I'm such a flirt for being friends with an attractive guy while I'm committed. I'm like, "I don't have plans on competing with you over a guy, sister. He's all yours if you want." That's just inside my mind though. Haha! Aside from that, I find Will more attractive and intellectual. :">






But nothing compares to Ze boyfriend. He's the best guy everrr! :')
That's all. Byeee! :D



Wishing on a star,
Secret Diary Keeper♡